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Sunday, February 28, 2010 @ 1:38 PM  Good Afternoon . Yesterday Went out (like finally). Met ♥ at Pasir Ris . Then off to Tamp . Slack w Wak , Syafiq & other cute kiddos . Hilarious people ~ My swell eyes dissolves slowly . Yeah me :D Oh & I will never ride a 'piyo piyo' again ! Hahahaha , they send me home by 'piyo piyo' yesterday . The most dangerous ride I ever had , I swear -_- Hahahaha ! Arrived , turn on apple , surf & chat . Eventually , I slept late . Haickel accompanied me till 5am . HAHAHA , Red Indian dude w a sense of humour ;P He managed to distract me frm being down & all so sorrowful . Awwww , appreciated lots :D Woke up at Noon . Feel oh so shitty , I dont knw why . What i've mention in th previous posts were true , I cant move on w life anymore . Yeah , my friends are they when I'm in need . My friends are th on who supports me . Wait , they are nt my friends . They are my family ( : I love them whole-heartedly , I treasure them so so much . I dont wna loose them as how I dnt wna loose Mom ): But Mom , she completes me . I can have tons of friends . But they are nothing to compare to Mom . *sighs* Whatever it is , I know you're always there , watching me . I dnt understand why I cant see you although I got th ability to see . Oh yar , you're nt a ghost . You're an angel , my angel :)  I used to have a family of 5 , Mother , Sister , Brother , Sister & Me . Then it was 4 . Mom left & didnt came back .. Slowly it decreases . (OH IT DECREASES BCAUSE THERE'S AN INTRUDER ! COCK !)  chill
Saturday, February 27, 2010 @ 7:17 PM  A , a smile ! Hi Blog . Lets start blogging , YESTERDAY School was fine . Geography test was manageable . Science was a lil bit rough , haiss on behalf of the class , We 2A1 wna apologize to Mrs Chan ): English test was manageable . Bfore going off to Yishun after sch ,  AWWWWWWWW , I really treasure this 6 beautiful humans ~ Off I go to Yishun . Sleepy journey , 'short' nap , woke up arrive already . Freshen up :D Arrived , two lil cutiepies was sleeping . But Lil Haziqah senses my presence , suddenly wakey wakey ! & SHE STILL REMEMBERS MY NAME ALTHO IT HAS BEEN A YEAR WE'VE NEVER MET , YKNW ! AWWWWWW :D Smart 3 yr old kid . Ohhhh , very talkative . Abg Hadi said I was as talkative as she is when I was a lil shawty . HAHA ! Awwwww . Handsome Aniq Syahmi woke up some time later . OMG , he's sooooo fair & his hair is brownish-gold ! NATURAL I TELL YOU ! ARGHHH ! Jealous jealous ^^ Abg Hadi said we used to have brownish-gold hair & fair when we were little . Jinx frm Mom's side . As we grow , we were tanned hard & hair became much thicker . HAHAHA , abg story telled us ; When he was a kid , late mom used to oiled his hair w Coconut oil (which Indians commonly use) . & th purpose was to thicken th hair up . HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! Yeah , & thts why I owned a thick hair too -_- Darn . I dont even remember tht I used to oiled my hair w Coconut Oil . Abg Hadi story-telled me a lot of stories , all so hilarious . But , in every happy moments there are the bad ones , WHICH I didnt even remember till he told me . Tht links to my previous post . Abg Hadi , Kak Ilya & I were happily chatting & laughing , then Abg Hadi shoots , "Ira , you wna knw the exact reason why I left th house?" He started elaborating . My smile turn to frown . I cant believe Botak , as a husband would do tht to Mom ! Omg , if I was there to understand th situation , I swear I'll follow Abg out of th house ! Gosh ! There were tons of gooood reasons why Abg left th house . Deep inside , I feel like killing Botak once i'm back ! I was abt to cry , but I hold bck my tears ; shy to cry infront of Abg , since we have nt seen each other more thn a year . Abg asked me a Golden Question , which I leaked a lil bit after asnwering ... "Ira , can you still remember how late Mom looks like ?" & I answered , "Well , I can still remember how she looks like through a picture , not in a real life form . But one thing I can still taste on my tongue is one of Mom's famous Marble Cake ... " Everybody in th house freezes fr awhile . Abg look so , stoink . Kak Ilya manage to taste Mom's Marble Cake bfore she goes . I guess , they've felt th way I feel :/ Hugs & kisses at 6.30pm . Leaving th house was so emotional ); I wished Abg will move bck w me in Tamp . Nt to fgt , bring Kak Ilya & my 2 cutiepies ! Haisss , it wont b granted anw . Abg really despise Botak . TMR'S POST WILL BE ON TODAY ! Too long , I dnt wna blog longlong . Stay tune . Chalo ~ Message to God
Friday, February 26, 2010 @ 7:58 PM  Dear God , Bring my mom back to life , please ? *cries* God , I miss my mom terribly . Why must You take her away from us ? We love her too , you know . We need her , God . It has been 6 miserable years i've been leaving without her . I was 7 when You take her away from me . I was too young to understand , to mesmerize everything . The sad thing now is that I cant even remember how she looks like in a real life . My one & only Mother . I cant remember how her voice sounds like . The way she smiles , gosh ): Dear God , i'm incomplete . Bring her back to us , please . Mom , I need you badly . Brother need you too . It isnt a family anymore . Yr children are separated , rejoin us back please . I got a life to move on , yes I knw . But I cant move on without you .. You never appear in my dreams anymore , where have you been ? No matter how hard I try to dream abt you , you always nvr appear . Mom , I need your touch . The warm cuddles ~ Mom , I miss you ): I gotta be strong , as strong as you . I gotta stop crying like a baby , I got to . I'll b back with a proper post/explanation . Chalobeteh .
seduccion
Thursday, February 25, 2010 @ 8:56 PM  Woah , seriously I cant wait to meet my Macho Bro ! Oh oh oh , and dont forget my cute niece & handsome nephew :D Eeeeeeee , geramzx *bite lips* Here Aunty Ira comeeeeee ~ Weeeeeee ! Wazzzzzzup blog . School today was fine (: Had Science & MT test ; it was fine :D Confident pass , but not w flying birds & bees yeah . Home Econ was very bery interesting ; last 3 periods . Since Ms Nadiah is not in sch , half the class was in class ( duh ) I LOVE MY HOME ECON BATCH (L) The Dudes , never fail to warm the class up :D Last period was hilarious . Even th relieve-teacher laughed along w us . Jyeah , the Dudes was making hell of noise . Surprisingly , the teacher just sat , watch & laugh ! HAHA Cant elaborate more , dont knw how to actually . Nyet . After school , slacked at sch fr a short while . ASS QAMARUL , SCARE ME TO DEATH ! You're dead , lil junior ! Hahaha ! Junior ? Nah , my lil bro ^^ Off to FP . Saw Dee & th other 3 soccer boys (Sorry , I frgten yr names dearies) Ask them to accompany me wait fr ♥ & clans to come . & they ended up slacking w us :D HAHAHAHA , had a hella fun ~ Slacked till 5pm . ♥ send me home . Private slack till 7pm plus plus then here I am , facing my gorgeous iMac . Hahaha ! Gosh , i'm dead hungry . Bread is sooo not enough fr a diet . Aint attending training tmr . Off to Yishun , Abg Hadi's crib . Daaaamn , I still need Botak's photocopied IC . Tried sneaking in just now , but his IC is nowhere to b found . Haisss , Botak you're making yr children's live so complicated yknw ): Die earlier can ? Chalobeteh ~
Best I Ever Had
Wednesday, February 24, 2010 @ 7:51 PM Pictures from Syai's phone .    My 3 Clowns ~ HAHAHAHAHA ! Yan , nazak sia muka .  DIE BOTAK ! DIE DIE YOU MUST DIE , I DONT GIVE A DAMN ! Wazzzzzup blog . School was yeaaaaaah ok . PE & Maths was ok . MT was a bore . But still ok . Art was ok . Science was ok English was a bore . After sch , off w Shirah . Hm , to Chickiesx : I cant really talk abt 'this' personally to y'all . Somehow , y'all change . Well , I changed too right . Ya , maturity level rises . But it's really disturbing to see Us not like Us anymore , get it ? Haiss . I miss those old times , you see . I can already see th 'delta' between us . Where's the 7 heaven ? Haissssss ): Met Afiz . Aww , Shirah & Afiz soooo sweet :D One of Afiz's clans joined us . Subway-ing till 5pm . Off to Pasir Ris . Slacked w The Clans . Hilarious dudes ~ ♥ & Syafiq joined later . Yada yada , Syafiq ,♥ & I chalo to Tamp . Currently , bored -_- Oh & Nyonya already knw how to 'peng' stories ah ! Damn old hag ! I kill you quietly at night then you knw ah ! Sucha big fuck , no shame hag ! Ok2 , avoiding cyber-vulgarites . Another something has been bothering me since a looong time ago , seriously . Haney & Shirah heard me . Thanks fr being my listening ear , sweethearts :D I guess this problem cant b helped anymore . Too stubborn , I knw -_- Negative . Chalobeteh ~ Breeze
Monday, February 22, 2010 @ 11:20 PM Wazzzzzzup ! Late post of th day . Wont get in detail . Lazy to blog longlong . Slept late yesterday . Accompanied by Aree & Haickel . Aree was in dilema , thts why she cant sleep -_- Haickel , chatted longlong . HAHA , ok shh . School was fine . I was damn blur in th morning , damn blur I tell you . Super tired . Aree was already laughing in th morning due to my blurness . Hahahaha . Bloody eyes , why so sleepy ? After sch , slacked . Back to th 4 , man ! Aww , I miss those times . We're reunite ~ Syai , Epy & Aree ; Off to Pasir Ris Park . Camwhored hard while enjoying th sea breeze :D Homed at 6pm . Didnt do much . Bored . Sleeping late today . Yes , Aree's accompanying me tonight . So , i'll end here aites . Enjoy the 1/4 of th pictures we taken :        Ish , orang tegah bercengkrama , dia kacao lak .        I FIND THIS PICTURE SUPER COOL !   hey blues.
Sunday, February 21, 2010 @ 5:52 PM  Wazzzzzzup blog people . Nothing to update about . Sundays are a bore . Rotting at home . *crickets effect* Sunshines at 10am . Feel so , down . No plans . No food . (Duh , I aint eating any shits in this house) I only smiled when ♥ called . Heeeeeeee . Webcamed w ♥ fr a while . HAHA , his mom so cute ! Like Mother Like Son , awwwwww :D Botak's back frm work . & I dont feel comfortable at home w him -_- I wonder when will he die . Hmzx ~ Ok since I was bored , I played w my cammie . Nyaaaaahahahaha !       Peace , earthlings.   HAHA !  The 'slenger-decent' smile .  Errrrr ... ( The Ultimate Blur Face)  O_O   CHALOBETEH !
exemption
Saturday, February 20, 2010 @ 9:32 PM   Shouts to Zaffy ! Wazzzzup blog people . Well , i've been trying to ignore tht bloody dog . So , why th heck should I be at home anw ? Since my phone has been taken away , it's a gooood time fr me to escape. Meet up ♥ w in th morning . YOHA , I do miss him truck lots ; it's so hard fr us to communicate since my precious hp aint by my side no more . Boohoo ): Went out without telling botak . & yes , i'll expect him to throw tantrums on me once i'm back . But hey , no communication whaaat ! Think tripplezxd bfore taking my phone away ok botak :D Uuuu , I loveee playing this game w you ! I've nt been eating regularly this days , so ♥ fed me lots . HAHA , but he ended up eating much more than I do . Come'on , 1 whole chicken ?! You gotta be kidding me -_- I guess I ate like , 1/5 of th chicken & he ate th rest . Hahahahahaa ! Boi melatah lapar ah . Ooopss :/ HAHAHAHAHA ! Met Wak after th 'feast' . & Syafiq join us afterwards . Slack slack slack , then off we go . Arrived home , yessssssss hell break loose ! There you go , he & his 'no-link' lectures & temper tantrums. Gosh , can somebody stick a dildo in his mouth so he would shut th fcuk up !? Jeeess , get over it . You dont look up on me as a daughter , so why must I look up on you ? Even as a father ? Abt half an hour later , he's out frm th house . Pick up Nyonya frm work . & i'm out to meet ♥ again . Haha ! OH OH OH , Syafiq introduces a very bery classic malay song ! I laughed my pants off , dude ! HAHAHA ! I thought of replacing my blog song into tht song . But I cant find it in the web . Curry fish head dammit ! Slacked fr awhile , then hugs kisses & gdbyes ~ currently , MOVIE MARATHON-ING ! Ok i'm done . Chalo . ceespool
Friday, February 19, 2010 @ 8:14 PM Everything went smoothly since morning . Happy happy smile smile :D Then , hell break loose .  Thanks ya Botak for ruining my life *insert wide smile* & Mom , things wont b 'this way' if you're here ... God loves you so dearly , He doesn't want to see you suffer . Here I am , waiting fr the pain to subside . Facing it alone . Dearest brother called . For family sakes , i'll endure further . I'm th only hope now . Late Mom's words were true . Abg Hadi regretted fr leaving th house , & leaving me here enduring th pain alone . I promise I wont leave th house , abg . You brought me up to b strong & i'll prove to all tht i'm strong enough to face this alone . You can count on me (:  "You've never failed to turn my frowns upside down , yknw!" & ♥, I've never failed to love you more each day (: Frankly , I cant explain in words how much I love you . No matter how serious you talk to me , I still managed to laugh my ass out ; you're toooo cute yknw ! You & yr priceless expression , cannot carry seh like this ! :P ♥ , thank you (: You never fail to turn my frowns upside down . I love you ~  Although i'm going through a hard time , there's always the another someone who never fails to cheer me up . Haney , I love you with all my heart . Thanks fr being there when i'm in need . No matter how busy you were , you always spare a personal time fr me . You & yr cute , foolish jokes ; hahaha ! In just one glance , you knw i'm down without me telling you. & i'm lucky to get a friend like you (: Go girlfriend ! *giggles* useless/phoneless?
Thursday, February 18, 2010 @ 3:58 PM  TIADA MAAF BAGI MU ! Listen , I've tried to forget what had happen in th past & keeeeep smiling . To my surprise , I managed to forget abt it . Ignoring it was hard but yeah , i've tried my very best . Dearest chickies guided me along th way , thank you darlings (: So , no grudges... UNTIL NOW , THIS SECOND , THIS DAY ! I didnt even expect you to _____ __ _____ ____ . I thought you didnt _____ . But skali it was proven ahhhhh ! Seriously , dont you feel ashamed ? There's no link , at all between yguys . I WAS once th link between yguys . But not anymore . Yes , NOT ANYMORE . & still you gt th guts to ____ ? DAMN , muka mau letak mana seh . I've shouldnt get in detail here . So i'll end th topic ok . Confused ? It's better to stay confused . SCHOOL WAS FINE ! - Science , had a great nap . - Maths , *blank* - MT , off to Comp Lab . Heart to heart chat w Ddin - Literature , sat outside fr 15 min due to undone work. Overall , a bore . - Home Econ , awesome . Played th "Mind-trick" game w th dudes . Oh & Haney took a video of us . I wna see I wna see ! Oh dear , I finally realized tht i'm ultra useless without Hp . I dont even have th mood to go gila gila , yknw ): Went straight back home after school . Haha , unbelievable right . My life , ruin ! WOAH WAIT, Alfred decided to spare me a phone since i'm phoneless/useless ! ARGHHH ! I LOVE LOVE YOU , DUDE ! Life saver *blink eyes repeatedly* Jiajia , I love him as a friend ah ! No 'nonsense-thinking' ok :D He's all yours ~ :DDD Haiss , i'm gna 'waste' my 10 bucks on buying a pp8 card . I feel so .. no standard like tht . No offence to those using pp8 aites :D So , LG COOKIE HERE I COME ! (LG ? Ok, I need a guider.) Chalo . ~ ♥ , I miss you ):
meet me halfway
Wednesday, February 17, 2010 @ 10:14 PM  Dear beloved , It was so sudden . Damn bold head ! We're separated bcause of him ): You've completed my life & now , i've lost you . You were there when I needed you , always there ! You were my life saver . I can never leave you fr a day . & now , I just gotta bare w it . I dont even know when we'll see each other again . I hope soon .. Cause' I miss you with all my heart . I cant leave without you , hp . You woke me up everysingle day w tht irritating tone . You light my day up . You're my everything , I swear ! We'll meet , soon . Meantime , dont contact me through my hp ok . Find me in cyberworld or home phone . Toodles ~
Merry merry , Suryani!
Tuesday, February 16, 2010 @ 2:59 PM  Specially for Suryani ; Happy Birthday my dearest Suryani ! Sooo sorry fr th late wish ! Hope you had a blast on yr special day . I still expect you to be the clumsy & bubbly Suryani although you're one year older now , yknw ! Hahaha ! I'll see you tmr in sch ok , cute sotong :D GET READY SU , I'LL GIVE YOU TH MOST AWESOME TIGHT HUG TMR ! I love you , chick ~ i'll be back
Friday, February 12, 2010 @ 9:19 PM  Wazzzzup chicks & dicks ~ Last post bfore I go off to Pahang later at 2am . Awwww ): I'll miss you too , iMac ! Hahahaha ! Dzafirah !! Mau kecoh eh nanti ^^ School was alright . Geography was okok go . Science was just decorating class . I like you , Mrs Chan ! English was , okok go . Went back home straight . Yada yada , met ♥ at Pasir Ris . Off to Plaza Singapura . We've planned to watch Lightning Thief thingy movie but damn , it was fully booked due to Valentines' . Assholes ! Watched Little Big Soldier . HAHA , hilarious ! "Marvelous eh b . Nyanyi siket ?" HAHAHAHA ! Freezing cold at th same time -.- Searched fr Bruce at Carefour , but nowhere to be seen -_- Slack thn chalo back to Tamp . Oh oh oh , HAHAHAHA , had a 'blast' in th train . Shhhhh , maruah :D Saw Grace ! Hahahaha , mangkok head bitch :X Hugs , kisses & byes . & I miss you already dear ): Once i'm back , i'll text you straight away ok melatah boy ~ Takecare & I love you . Ahhhhhhh , tired . Haven't even pack my luggage . I'll do it later . & to my Chickiesx , takecare ok ! I'll bring back a souvenir fr ya'll , so no sweats :D BYE BLOG ! Keep th taggy rolling yo ~ I'll be back by Monday ! Chalobeteh !
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