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Introduction
Biography
 Music
Move To The Beat
Talk Here
Passerby
Memories
Walk Down The Lane
December 2009January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 November 2010 Runaway
Sweet Escapes
Take A Bow
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Before the night is over,
Thursday, April 29, 2010 @ 6:57 PM  I should, but I can't. Mother Tongue paper was, Ong Leong keep asking for more paper. Irritating specimen. Muhaimin keep talking to himself. Wait, *laugh* nuts. Survey-ed clothes with Aree. Obviously when we're alone, as a couple, we'll laugh so hard, without fail (: 233-ed, together with Aree fr th first time. Been holding on to my bladder since morning. Walking aimlessly doesn't do th trick no more. Off-ed home at 6pm. Stupid smelly bangla (not being racist here) keep staring at me in th bus, like he never see tears rolling, urgh. Dig your eyeballs baru tau. Last post before I leave Lion City tmr~ Will be back with an interesting post, by Sunday. Zaffy, be prepared. Today's emotion chain: Sleepy> Bored> Hungry> Happy> Shock> Down> Down> Down>Down> *looks up* Eh, lagu Down peh lyrics. xoxo closer
Wednesday, April 28, 2010 @ 9:58 PM  Hey Blog. Had English Paper today. Manageable, but no 'semangat' to do :l Off to Faris's crib w Haickel. Met Aepul, 233-ed (pity Nas, member2 baru die invincible), Sayyed came, scram him for making me smile. Chalo back home. Today's Emotion Chain: Sleepy> Hyper> Happy> Pissed> Terrified> Sad> Happy> Sad> Happy> Confused~ Time checked: 1015hr Exhausted, yet last minute revision-ing. Malay paper, tomorrow. Confused, still. Urgh. Nights xoxo short only.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010 @ 10:49 PM HEY BLOG! I dnt wna blog, I mean type. Let th pictures do th talking~  Yes, spare phone~  AHHHH INN, opps I mean Sayyed xD         AWESOMEEEEEE, ada bakat Legacy ni. Hahaha! Ohhhhhhhh, and shouts to Zaffy!  DZAFIRAH! Too bad we can't feelingfeeling baywatch at KL ): Cherating was more too 'Nature'. KL will be more to 'Modern'. & when I say 'Modern', I mean SHOPPING! :D See you on Friday, sayang (L) I'll Be Back
Wednesday, April 21, 2010 @ 10:23 PM  ON HIATUS .Will Be Back Soon ~ @ 10:22 PM  Wazzzzzzzzzup blog. Hey, haickel here, helping my wonderful friend to update her blog. And thanks to th person who called me a Mat Malaysia! c: Ira's on a hiatus & she will be bck blogging when she has the oppurtunity to. Well, dont be sad readers, kkkk? Anyth, just look fr her in school okay? Nights peepzzzzzz (:
Y.B
Sunday, April 18, 2010 @ 11:20 PM  Hello Blog! Just a summary of today :D Woke up at 1pm, didnt went out. The 'went out' went in (: HAHAHA! Srsly, I didnt knw tht Guys can camwhore, real hard like Girls do! Fascinating ~ They chalo-ed. & I was lonely ): Hahaha. My day was a blast altho I stayed at home. See, told ya tht this gerek ppl are my best treatment for my heart-ache~ Ok i'm done. Some pictures, other fb. But too bad, I'd private-ed them :D Goodnight.       
it's time.
Saturday, April 17, 2010 @ 9:14 PM  Firstly, Ay Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Othman :D Merry 14th Birthday, my dear Lil Shawty! May you have a bright future ahead of you dear (: May God bless you my child. & GROW TALLER CUTE! I wna kiss your chubby cheeks again can? This time i'll it bite off can? HAHA! Wazzzzzup blog. *looks down* I apologize for th unproper post aite. School yesterday was ok. Sorry for th sudden my broke down, class. I was too emotional. I came to school w tht same swollen pair of eyes, & it continues to enlarge in th afternoon. Hah, never cried tht much for a long time. NCC cheered me up, water bombs etc. Had fun (: Later at night, I had a terrible ugly shocked. Yes, ugly. & it kept me saying, "No wonder!" till I broke to tears, again -_- Hahahaha, too lembut sia Ira. Haickel was there when I was in need, awww (: Made me laugh so hard, look at his pretty face !  CUTE RIGHT! HAHAHAHHA! Eventually, he accompanied me till i'm asleep. When I say till i'm asleep, I really mean it. HAHAHA! Once again, sorry yeah Haickel! HAHAHA. I accidently slept during webcam. Duh, it's 4am who th hell can stay fresh xP The next thing I know was I rised & shined. Met up w Nas, Haickel & Sayyed. They've made my day~ The stupid Jokes they've made up & those random crappings, th best treatments for my heartache :D Arcade-ed, & I off-ed home. My "Summer Love" has ended. Yeah, no more "Te Amo" , "Intan Payung" and th 8th of everymonth. I'd already expected, somehow. It's th best choice to me. Forgiven but can't be forget aite. I wish you happiness & th best for your life~ Takecare. *singing Single Ladies* I'm done, see you in th next post. Some pictures of today:    wow
Friday, April 16, 2010 @ 10:19 PM WAIT AH, JAP JAP. *surfs web* No wonder. Wow, wait let me repeat: NO WONDER! Awwwwwww, so sweet. Bye. Yknw, for a second I thought I wna blog a post abt today. But apparently, ... nah nvm. Tak sia2 aku nangis mcm BESOK kiamat gitu eh? Standing ovation! i'm off. Sorry Fie, i'll post a Birthday note for you tmr ok.
ylib
Thursday, April 15, 2010 @ 9:35 PM Photoless Post. I'll keep my mouth shut, although I care :l Hey blog. School was as per normal. I'm gna flunk my science test. Tmr Maths, & I bet you my foot tht i'm gna flunk on tht paper too. Zihao, chill dude. Talk to 'Krishna' soon, fr being such a big fcuk to you. We are there for you (: Off to meet Jven & friends. (like Thomas&Friends eh?) Yeah, when East meets West. All th way down frm Woodlands, awww I miss you big sugar daddy :) Nice meeting you after a long time no see. Altho it was only for a while, dpt jugak bersembang mcm org gile, sebiji mcm otf gitu eh eh eh :p Hahaha, next time i'll come down Woodlands k. Mc-ed, then off I go. Cheerful slack :D In th rain, till th sun sets, then off-ed home. Really tired, I wonder when will this end. Or, I wonder how will this end. I'm done, bye. far away
Wednesday, April 14, 2010 @ 8:11 PM  Hi blog. Had 3 hours of school only. At 12pm, NCC cadets were excused due to Trainfire at HQ. Oh & Boys, be jealous! I've striped & raped a M16 gun all over. Saaaap. Hahaha. Saw my camp friends, & they remembered me. But th only camp friend who I didnt get to meet since last yr was Nafis! FISH, WHERE ARE YOU? GOSH! Coral Sec tkde seh ): Hahaha. Hope to see you anywhere around Spore aite dude. Th only Cool Dude tht Aree, Fie & I knew from camp feast :D A sleepy journey back to school. Semua tido, muke kodok. Kalau aku ada camera tht time, satu2 peh muke aku amek. Hahahaha! Ira termenung jauh sampai Mumbai kat tingkap. Slack at school until 6pm. I was full of craps, decided to make a joke out of Zacvin. Hahahaha! Kuch kuch ho ta eh, Oh Krishna! Hahahaha. I headed home solo, congratulating myself for hiding th sorrow, & put up a fake smile. I did a great job. I'm out of words. Thats all. Bye. Hey Love, I miss you :l
out.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010 @ 7:09 PM  & the question is, why? Bye, no need for everything you've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing. Aww, had 2 hugs at a time in th morning (: Sabrina read my expression, no wonder~ & Haney, yeah if only :l Cup cake baking this morning, taste heaven. Haha. Had an hilarious afternoon, funny dopes :D No matter how much I laugh, there are still some lingering doubts in my mind. I don't wna say much. Bye. not again
Monday, April 12, 2010 @ 8:01 PM  Jyeah, i've moved my iMac near to my bed! Weeee~ Wazzzup. I woke up at 7am. Fortunately, the taxi dropped me at 7.18am, so I wasn't late :D Yeah, alhamdulilah! Woo woo! School was fun, altho I was packed with tons of stuff to do -_- Stayed back after sch, did sculpture for Y.O.G thingy. Off w Epy & Shol to Pasir Ris . THIS BLOODY COUPLE BULLY ME ): Hahhahaha, bully me like hell sia. Kesian pipi aku. Epy & Shol, revenge! Homed at 7pm. Tired, oh so tired. I was hoping for a good long rest, sekali Botak at home. Phone was secured, urgh. Nvm, still using it anw. I got nothing else to say. So yeah. Chalo.
Summer nights
Sunday, April 11, 2010 @ 12:07 PM  Hey Blues. Yes, i'm having tht morning Blues. I won't be running after you, although I want to. I wna give up, but I don't want to. Siapa makan cili, dia yang rasa pedasnye. Ok, shh. Get back to blogging, I dont wna waste a tear. I was out th whole day yesterday. Guess what, I didnt have fun. I could just stay at home, face my computer without doing anything else, but still having fun. I wasnt in a mood. I miss my hp terribly. I need my friends now ); I'm stuck, i'm freakin' hopeless, and I need advises. My house phone is not w me, ofcourse i'm freakin' pissed now, urgh. I'll be stuck in my room for th whole day, find me through cyber. I gave up on life, can I just runaway, so so far away? I need mom. Where are you when I needed you... & you, where are you when I needed you too... It's useless, i'm outta here. "Well atleast, wish me or just reply it."
started.
Friday, April 9, 2010 @ 10:18 PM  Peace upon you, readers. Hahahaha! School was a lil bit shitty. Wasnt in th mood. Entertained myself, sing alone at class. HAHA, I was bored ok. Pfft. I keep repeating th same song over & over again, addicted~ NCC training was a lil bit 'woah :l' at th starting. Suryani! HAHAHA, you're tooo cute to become a Staff yknw~ In th end, we all had fun :D Everybody starts being super hyper. Hahahaha! Like always, slacked till th last bell rang. Camwhored hard! Finally, spent quality time w beloved friends without being disturbed by my nonsensical thinking (: Homed by 8 plus. Tired, yet hyper. Heeeee. I'm gna sleep like A pig later, got an engagement to attend tmr. I'm done, chalo. 8th
Thursday, April 8, 2010 @ 7:03 PM Short post, too tired. It was a very bery sleepy morning. Slept for th first 3 periods, sodap~ Wasn't hyper, toooo exhausted I don't knw why. History was LOL. Haha. Decided to take History next year. Woo. Mc-ed with Shirah. Short girl was hungry. ♥ and Syafiq arrived later. Window shoped, Shirah chalo-ed home. Rasul joined. Slacked, then I headed home solo. I was too exhausted, srsly. From tht point of time, I wished I was Wonder Woman, where I could just fly wherever & whenever I want. Hah, dream on. Sorry ♥, wasnt in th mood for any slacking. I know you'll understand.  Happy 3rd Month, Johan ♥ I love your sense of humour. I love your perverse mind. I love th occasional annoying conversations. I love the burning touch of your finger tips on my skin. I love how you know most of things on my mind. Altho we've been through tons of Ups& Downs, somehow you tried to make things better, and thts 'aww' (: You never cease to make me laugh, yknw. Dear, sometimes you gotta understand me ok. Please know tht no matter what happens between us, I will always love you~ (Can I have th Johan I knw back?I miss him.) Ok, i'm done. I need a big warm hug, badly. Sabrina nye hug tak sedap, tk big. Haha xD
something fishy.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010 @ 12:16 PM  HAHA, igt tk ape jadi bile tga amek gmbr ni? HAHAH. Paiseh ah luqman, sorry eh? HAHAHAHAHA! Sape2 kacau aku lagik, kene tapak tangan ira ok.HAHAH Sometimes, I feel like... hmmm. Life, getting much more complicated nowadays, I swear. Thank God I could manage my anger or else... I shouldnt get so emotional here. I gotta put up a lottttttt of patience in school. Yoha, tons of stuffs to complete la, a lottttt. Pressure basically. & it wasnt me alone. Friends has been getting on my nerves, hanging there like a monkey yknw. I get so pissssed off easily, but yo, there's a word call Patience ~ Dopes, chill. Stressful, yea I know. Come on, throwing tantrums wont help in any way, shitheads. Keep moving forward ~ Hey, when you're having a hard time in school & you're hoping to get back home, sweet home & just chill , right? To me, it aint sweet no more. I don't really talk to Botak since th last war abt my keyboard. Prop, he's in a deep trauma. Isnt it embarrassing to loose a fight between your daughter? HAHA. Take tht, as you've been taking advantage of me all this while. Botak/Dad, no matter how much I hate you, I still respect you as an Old Hag ok. You've been ordering me around and treat me like an 8 year old kid, it's really irritating . & while you were having your time of your life, i'm here suffering emotionally. I've lost a Mother, your wife. & I was hoping after th incident, you'll treat your children w more care & concern as how Mom treated us. The Aftermath of trusting you : one by one left th house & i'm still here, standing strong, just keep enduring. Your children hates you, understand. You never once put yourself in my shoes. You just want it in your way. You want me to succeed in life, complete my studies & university (wow.) but instead of motivating me, you condemn me. Tak pakai otak pe kau? Presenting, Ira. I aint tht 'tkpe,saba' kinda ira anymore ok. I'll go straight to your face, no pitying. I'll fight for my rights, so if you wna get in my way, better take back you steps. I do feel stupid for trusting, giving faces to those who doesnt deserve it. Nvm, I can go through :) There's this 'another' problem (and it never ends.haiss), but I dont feel comfortable sharing it w friends anymore. Obviously, they'll get sick of it. Something fishy has been going on. Avoiding suspicion won't help anw. One shoutout: I DONT KNOW WHATS BEEN GOING ON,(altho i've suspected some obvious reasons) BUT PLEASE, BE TH YOU I KNOW OK. I'm done. I feel regretful, I feel sleepy, I feel hopeless. I NEED A HUG ASAP! ): PS:// Pandai nye carik aku balik eh. Dulu aku kasi muke pat kau, kau naik atas kepale. Bile kau da amek balik hidup kau, baru nak rasa menyesal. Sorry, I dont go around talking to guys anymore. May you live a dreadfully bad life and future ahead. Baik2, mulut ira masin sikit. Finally,
Monday, April 5, 2010 @ 8:23 PM  Wazzup blog. My Monday was fine. Everything went so well in sch. Well, except PW. PW was such a rush, so chaotic . So I decided to go Geylang after sch w Aree to buy ingredients fr th Double Chocolate Fudge Brownies~ Sound tasty right? Heh :D Journey back to Tamp was a HAHA. Freakin' Aree make me laugh so hard, till I chocked on 'tadpoles'. HAHAHA. What Aree, tadpoles having menstruation? LMAO! Homed at 8pm. Ohhhhhh, tmr practical for Home Econ. I should better finish up all my stuff now, so chalobeteh ~ Yesterday's camwhored pictures w Sabrina:      MUKE SAB, HAHAAHA !   
A Walk to remember
Sunday, April 4, 2010 @ 3:11 AM  "But her love, it's like th wind. I can't see it, but I can feel it." Standing ovation! I cried so hard ok. Awesome movie! Something about this movie/romance makes it so diff frm others - this isnt a sexual blind love. This is more , pure & sad :'( I want this love, can tk ♥ ? Heh. Time check, 3.17am. I dnt wna sleep. I dnt feel like sleeping. No peace, get it? Hah. Watched A Walk To Remember, yeah, in th middle of th morning I cried like a banshee (pontichild). Hahaha, so touching & sad ~ Th ending broke me to tears. Ain't telling y'all what happen in th end, so find it out by yrself :P O'oh, bantal busuk suda memanggil. I'll update this post later in th afternoon aite. I dont knw whether I wna tag along w th Dopes flying kite or not. Lazy ah. I miss my hp terribly. Gosh. Nights. Wait, I mean Gd Morning ~ craps, so.
Saturday, April 3, 2010 @ 12:54 PM  Click to enlarge. I find this cool. Haha. Afternoon blog. Short post , cause I got nothing much to say. Whats w th early post? I'm off to JB any seconds now. Just woke up, slept at 4.30am . I find it so hard to sleep . Yknw what, nvm. Sorry kawan2 if i've been rejecting your calls. I just, dont wna talk ok. & thank you for understanding. Just call me tmr k. I'm done & got nothing to say now. bye.
not a good friday.
Friday, April 2, 2010 @ 11:15 PM  Before I start, B, i'm sorry in every way if i had hurt you. Personally, my friday wasn't tht good. Met up w ♥ after a loooong 'space'. Seriously, I miss him. Oh and since you dared me, "JOHAN BABAT'S TAKEN, SO YEAH." "JOHAN CRACKED HIS VOICE WHILE LAUGHING, SO CUTE!" Amek kau, hahahaha. Off to Auntie's crib in th evening. I shouldn't elaborate more, I was feeling all, %$@& ~ I'm done. yeah, so nights. xoxo what a fool.
Thursday, April 1, 2010 @ 8:39 PM  Hi blog hello. Happy April Fools' yeah btw. School was fine. Half a period in Eng, I was happily sleeping. Untill Redza & Aree kacau me, tsk -_- Science, experiment time! Quite interesting, quite only. History was hilarious , will always be :D After sch, sat at th canteen like one no-life girl. ♥ didnt reply my text. Sleep like pig, oink. I was singing my ass off in th canteen, so down. I love th way sabrina cheered me up, CUTE :D Sayang kau byk2, yknw Sab ! I headed home alone since others went off already. Arrived under my block, saw Shirah & her clans . Slack w them since I gt nothing to do at home. Afiz came surprisingly , so I tag along w Shirah & Afiz & left th other boys. Witnessing them 'dating' , so sweeeeet & cute yknw :D I shed a tear reminiscing the times . Iyaaaaaa :/ Cannot tahan already, I left & lifted my way home. I was hungry, but there was nothing I can bite on. Ok la, thats enough for today. Overdue photos :       |
