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Introduction
Biography
 Music
Move To The Beat
Talk Here
Passerby
Memories
Walk Down The Lane
December 2009January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 November 2010 Runaway
Sweet Escapes
Take A Bow
How About Around Of Applause
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breathtaking
Wednesday, June 30, 2010 @ 8:25 PM  Beloved, please reply my message. I need you back, I miss you so much. It's been more than half a year i've not seen or even talk to you. Atleast reply to me if you had already read it ): Wednesday seems so short & sunny. History was interesting. D&T, Mr Yeo signed out in th middle of th lesson bc his son wasnt feeling well. So two and a half period was free periods in Home Ec room. ACE, Sexuality Lesson~ Awesome subject, Relationship! Hehehe.  I spent my afternoon with my 3 darlings (:& today is Syai's 14th Birthday! My sayang, we've been friends since Primary 1. We'd lost contact when you transferred to another school when we were in Primary 4. We met halfway in Friendster (HAHA), and physically reunited in 2009, both of us was transferred to th same secondary school! :') Those times when you used to skip choir when you were Pri 3, just bc we wna watch porn together in my house, HAHA much misses~ My nafsu kuda friend already 14, may God bless you! Sayang kau mwaaah ♥ Aree, Epy, Syai & I headed home at 6pm. Today, life felt wonderful :) I'm free. xoxo
free
Tuesday, June 29, 2010 @ 8:03 PM  You walk away and never said goodbye On and on, on and on I gues I lost you Now your gone. Stay With Me- Akcent School was normal, great (: Yohaaaaaaaa, I cnt believe it, i'm totally changed; I payed attention in class, I cnt believeeeee it c: Shit, Aree you forgot to pass me th paper. Aree & I played th, yknw tht typical fortune telling game. I bet girls especially played this game during Primary School. Assembly was an eye-opener for me. I promise, i'll put my heart & soul in my studies, EOY and other exams la hehe. Stayed in th canteen for awhile after school. I was a little bit kookoo, I don't know why. Hehe, I just love making my friends laugh (: The warm sensation in th heart when you see your loved ones look so happy, yes, tht feeling. I feel gooooood (Y) 233-ed. Off-ed home at 6.30pm. DA FINISH! xoxo Fallin'
Monday, June 28, 2010 @ 7:39 PM  I keep on fallin' in & out with you, Sometimes I love you, sometimes you make me blue. Sometimes I feel good, at times I feel used Lovin' you darling, makes me so confused Fallin' - Alicia Keys First day of school, 2nd Semester~ School was, yeaaaaah great. I miss my classmates, noisy as always. Haha. No changes of teachers, everything was exactly how it was supposed to be. Oh Malay class separated. Hehe. English, Aree, Redza & I was like HAHA! So noisy, laugh2~ Had NCC training after school, well not officially a training. Rehearsal for 1st July NCC Day. Tiring ): Went back home with.. ALAMAK I FORGOT YOU NAME LAH DARLING! My junior from NCC, who lived in th same neighborhood as me. Aiya, pelupa la Ira! Was damn weak & at th same time, HUNGRY. So reached home, eat a lot a lot hehe, than bathe. Currently, exploring th cyber world. I'll be using th comp till 10pm only, everyday. IKR ): I'm done. You made me feel so guilty ): Yes, altho you didn't literally told me tht 'I treat you like crap'. You gotta understand, dude. I explained to you already. You're my friend & I would like to keep it tht way. I told you not to fall for me too hard as I know you'll regret. I did warned. & wht i'm doin', it's not crappy ok. I keep my distance away from males, i'm sick of getting hurt too. Been there, done tht, a lot of times. I don't wna get busted again, & I dont wna repeat my mistake anymore. Friend, sorry ): empty promises
Saturday, June 26, 2010 @ 11:52 PM  All thats left is memories. I don't wish to relive them back tho I treasure them. 'Cause, it was all an act ok bye. It's 12.23am, yeah th post shows 11pm plus plus cause I have to think before typing hehehe. Slow load, you see. Woke up quite early today, God bless. Bathed, went shopping with step-sister till 2pm. Rested for a while, youtube-ed all th way till 5pm. Off-ed to meet Epy & Syai. From 5pm to 7pm, confidential hehehe. But for sure Epy, Syai & I laughed our ass off due to our 'kecoh-ness' & 'slow-ness'. At 7pm, meet th Birthday Girl. Awwww, a large 'floating-in-th-air' balloon (hehe I forgot wht type of gas la sorry) & a cute card for your birthday, Aree (L) With lotsa love from us ok! Mwaaaaaaaaaaah! Swensens-ed till 10pm, camwhored till I don't know wht time & reached home at 11pm. Baaaaaah, my tummy hurts due to the Earthquake Ice Cream & toooo much laughing yikes ): We had a great time, Aree. Thanks fr th treat, Aree's dad :D Syaiiiiii, I want today's pictures! A cheeky pose before I end this post eh hehehe,  Goodnight, xoxo
impossible
Friday, June 25, 2010 @ 11:17 PM  *look above* I miss getting sudden kisses, sudden hugs & sudden 'I love you's ): Brazil & Portugal, 0:0 WATAFAK?! AIYA MAMA MY BBY TAK SCORE2 DARI 70 MINUTES AGO! Portugal, do not disappoint me ok! Must make me proud! Well, two more days to school reopens. I guess I will start a new live, i'm putting my 100.1% of attention to school/studies. I need to leave my 11 years of Education with great IQ. Do not mention about EQ, i'm goooooood ^^ Hahahaha. I spent my day at home, playing with my baby niece. Totally stress-free today, I eat & laugh a lot hehehe. My homework is 3/4 done. As per normal, i'd leave my Maths undone. But, I promised after June holiday i'd start concentrating in class. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUBBY/WIFEY, NURUL ARIANTY! Sayang kau banyak banyak mwah mwah mwah ♥ && HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDELY AFIQ! Great dude, great friend, awesomeeeeeeeee (: Ok, i'm done? Yap. Ok cabot betis! xoxo  Xarrah Aryssa & Kakcik Ira (L)  bohoo.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 @ 9:08 PM  It's sad when you can't stop thinking about him, when you think every little thing he does is cute, when you can't forget his smile, when you remember every words he say, when you memorize his whole name, when you secretly wish tht you will one day be together and when he's not even thinking about you at all :l I don't know why but sometimes I get really lazy to update blog. So sorry. Tipsy turdy; guilt, restless, pissed, just nothing. In one second, I smile. Then laugh for no reason. Can somebody stab me to death please, i'm nuts hahahaha! Last 3 days I went to my cousin's chalet at CSR. I'm th oldest among my cousins so I tend to make 'mature' decisions. They've went swimming in th evening together with my 2 aunties. Left me & my another 2 aunties in th crib. So I was like... *crickets effect* -_- So hehe I mentel go borrow my 5 years old niece's swimming costume (yeah, I own a small figure among all my relatives) & join them. For th first time in my whole entire young life, i've went swimming at night. I know, noob! Somehow, I did this "5minute of an alone time" & reflected on my past, my recent 'dumb' decisions & my future. Yknw what? I'm stupid. The night breeze & th moon accompanied me in th deep pool. I'm too young to be inlove but if i'm too young to be inlove, what is this feeling then? I repeat, 'is'. Present tense. Ok2, I tak nak bocor rahsia sendiri. I promised myself, to my other friends to NOT talk about *insert name & memories* anymore. Secretly, i'm still... HUNGRY! EH I MISS BBQ CHICKES! Yesterday's class BBQ was awesome! I nearly drowned yknw ): My heroes saved me! Best2! I think right, th best way to have a bonding session is through water. Really, th hunks & babes had a hella time in th water :') Awwww. I didnt bring extra undergarments & bottom, thankfully, I brought my dress. So I went home feeling half wet inside hahhhhhhhhhhhhh shit. Hahahaha! I'm done blogging. May God bless whoever's reading, chalo. xoxo
somebody to love,can?
Friday, June 18, 2010 @ 3:51 PM  I'm gna say tht to you if you come crawling back to me, again. I had a blast yesterday night (L) Get this straight, night not daytime. To Aree's crib at 1pm, get ourselves ready there. At 4pm, met Alfi, Edely & Haickel. LJS-ed, oh & bumped into Amy (: Headed to Esplanade together with th Seniors. (woah) Th concert was kinda... a bore. The last performance was interesting, I swear hahaha! Feeling2 kiamat/war gitu, hehehe. Sat with Grace, my sayangggggg (L) Camwhore to th limit w her (: Had a great time, tho I was quite pissed off due to some reason. After th concert, Aree & I headed to McDonald @ Marina Square. Late night supper together with the Usuals, since co-incidently there're having their supper there too so jyeah. Camwhored, slacked till 11pm, then we'all train-ed back to the East. Laughed so hard whenever i'm around w them, thts why I had a blast (L) Aree, Haickel, Sayyed & I played th slapping2 hand game thingy in th train otw back home. Noisy shit, HAHA! 4 of us went home with a red almost-swollen hand xD We all went on separate ways after passing th entry fare gate. Reached home at 12am, bathed & off-ed to bed straight away. Too tired to even turn on th comp, hehe. Rise & shine, it's 12.30pm in th afternoon. Transfered pictures to th comp, uploaded & tagged @ Facebook. Amy's otw to my crib, ask her to come over cause i'm rotting in pain alone at home hahaha! Got to bathe before she arrived!  Yesterday's Esplanade Concert pictures: (More pictures from where it come from @ Facebook)                new
Tuesday, June 15, 2010 @ 10:43 PM  I always say tht I already moved on from you. But who am I really kidding here? I'm in denial when deep inside I still love you. I know its wrong because i'll just hurt myself over & over again. I'm still hoping when there's nothing to hope for. I just wish you were really true to me. But we already know th answer. Peace upon you, blog. I spent my day; sleeping, cooking, crying & laughing. Interesting tho, hahaha! Woke up in th afternoon, cook my breakfast. I was a lilllll bit emotional in th afternoon, very moody. PMS? No! Idk, I get really pissed off easily this days so ya. I'd braved myself & did something. I need my sister back. So, yeaaa I shouldnt elaborate much abt it. Movie-marathoned in th evening till night. Ohhhh Bedtime Stories (Y) Currently otf. Can't wait for Thursday! I NEED TO GET OUT OF TH HOUSE LER. Fortunately Alfi ajak me go town tmr, yeah. I'm done! xoxo
I'm fine
Sunday, June 13, 2010 @ 10:06 PM  Must. Be. Happy (: BLOGGGGGGYYYYY (L) I'm feelin' goooood tonight idk why (: Despite th 'shit happens' thingy, I managed to smile widely & laugh loudly so yeaaaaaaaaah saaaap ^^ Hahahaha. Woke up late. Spent 3 hours on th comp, then Shushi-ed w Ameliani! I miss her truck loads, sudden MIA :') She pierced her freakin' tongue & never ajak me?! How dare! Haha! Catch things up between us, girls talk yadayada shits hahahaha. I let out everything, every sorrows I kept. She lends her shoulder for me to cry on, tht was touching. Sayang Amy (: Went home, back to comp. Marina Square w Nas tmr, must accomplish his mission HAHA! Currently otf w Aree, Bollywood Fever wooooo! Ira: *Storytells wht happen* Aree: Ape yang _ _ _ kate ada betul jugak. Ira: OH YAR HOR, TSK! *a moment of regret* I'm done.  Botak's botak head ^^ See told ya he was bald HAHA!  Presenting, th Typical Bacin Face. Hahaha! xD  Dearest Amy (L)
useless&disappointing
Saturday, June 12, 2010 @ 10:04 PM  I wish you'd actually talk to me because you want to, sincerely. I'm trying to be happy but I think it's a pretty obvious by now tht it isn't my strongest forte. OMG OMG I MISS BLOGGING! Obviously I miss typing on my wireless keyboard (ehem). Hahaha! Botak has been a bitch, including my life. I've been separated w my iMac for 5 days by Botak ): During my Cyber-less days, i'd spent more time w Books & Nature. Yes, Books & Nature. Don't laugh. *giggles* I read magazines, religious books & cook books. I know, HAHA! Hey, interesting ok. I relive my Childhood times; I played Catching w my neighbors, hide & seek, makeup-makeup, oh myyyyy :') Hahahaha! Wish I was a kid again, seriously. I'm too young to carry such burdens & facing such problems, alone. C'mon Life, give me a break ): I'm done blogging. I hope I get to blog again tmr, and th day after tmr, and yada yada. Dear God, answer my prayers please ): I need You now, so badly. SHOUTS TO BRUCE! I WANT MY CORNROWS! heh  No privacy, tsk botak kept peeping on me -..-
freedom?
Sunday, June 6, 2010 @ 9:45 PM  I don't need Love, i'm fine by my own. I own a great circle of friends! & I owe them my life cause they have always been there for me whenever I need them (: Today was extremely short. I woke up in th afternoon, straight away bathe & went out to meet Jack & Nas. Had lunch at S11, then offed to Sengkang. Slack under Haickel's block. Hahaha, had a fun & hilarious day with them (: Offed home at 5pm. Otw home, saw Tuhfah. Sat w her, chatted, then headed home. Gosh, miss her a lot (L) Bored at home. Botak's out. Alone. Urgh. Oh, currently otf w Javen. Hey knw what? (: I just realized how important my life is, & I dnt want anything to go to watse. I treasure my life, I treasure my friends, I treasure everything! Javen surprised-call me & th first thing he ask is, "Eh babe, you ok not? Heard frm Haikal you were down tht day." Getting surprise call frm him was aww, eh usually I always call Javen first eh! He cares :') Wonderful friend from th West~ Ahhhh, tak payah bercinta lagik k semua! I wna treasure all my friends, I wna have my time of my life w them, spending quality time w them since I don't own a family anymore. & yeah, i'll sacrifice my time & life for them (: I read my blog for Javen, & he said, "Alahai, sweet nye kau! Kalau kau kt sini, aku da peluk kau da. Asal lah kau jauh sgt, ra. " Ok i'm done. Wanna storytell Javen, confidential2. Hahaha!  xoxo it rings a bell.
Saturday, June 5, 2010 @ 8:36 PM  Bore. One whole day at home, faced iMac till 5pm. Aree came, talk abt NCC pit. Did Cornrows Braid on her (: 1st successful attempt! Shirah came, hais pity her a lot :'( Guys are jerks huh? Sucha pain in a hole where feces goes through to reach th toilet bowl. Anw, i'm gg out now. To cousin's wedding & somebody's wedding. Anything text me ok? Oh & answer to th latest Formspring : I want a boy who will move my hair away frm my eyes, and then kiss me. Who will hold my hand in line at th mall and make all th girls jealous. A boy who will sing to me at random moments. Who lets me sleep on his chest. I want a guy who will tell his family and friends all bat me. Bring me soup or apple juice when i'm sick. I want a boy who is more goofy than romantic, but knows th right things to say at th right times. I want a boy who will call me 3 times a day if he went away. A boy who will apologize for calling too many, and no matter how many times I tell him 'its ok', he'd still do it. A boy who will let me gossip to him & just smile and agree w everything I say. A boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then jump on me and kiss me a million times. Who will bet kisses on who could beat who on at games. Who makes fun of me just to make me laugh. A boy will surprise me w a 50 cent ring and we could have a contest of how far we can spit our gum. Who will take me to a park, put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all th time. A boy who will kiss my neck, just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume. I want a boy who, at night, who dance in his pajamas w me. A boy who will take pictures photo booths w me, someone who will never turn down a trip to a lake & who will play catching on th beach w me. A boy who could sit w me on th kitchen floor and eat sandwiches. Who will kiss me in th pouring rain. I want a boy who would try to teach me how to play th guitar, even if we just end up laughing at each other. I want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair, share his lollipops w me (: Hee, some points are taken through movies.   
com.pli.ca.ted
Thursday, June 3, 2010 @ 8:58 PM  Cause if it would happen again, I swear i'll karate chop you :'( Sorry fr th wild guess, but hey it could happen :l I had only 3 hrs of sleep, and I had to bare w a 9 hour Course at Navel Base Secondary School, from 8am-5pm. Ok la, quite interesting. I had fun. Starting was crappy cause we had to sit in th hall for 2 hrs straight, hearing speeches. I was half dead, seriously. So restless, I bet th teacher bhind me was irritated cause I keep fidgeting. Heeee (: I was united w my beloved ex-classmate in Primary school, Mark, my Marco Polo! Hahaha, we were in th same group; WeThink. There were diff kinds of sch, & unfortunately i'm th only malay girl in my group. 4 Chinese girls & others are boys, chinese boys. Gufran & I were th only Malays. Oh & Gufran, FROM SPRINGFIELD & HE LOOKS LIKE A MAKSALEH BUT ACTUALLY PAKISTANI, & MIRIP2 JUSTIN BIEBER! But veryvery irritating -_- Hahaha. Had a really bad headache, tummy hurts but doesn't feel like shitting I don't knw why tsk. Time flies, it's 5am & I bus-ed back to th East w Xavier, Mark & Gufran. Irritants, keep walking inside th bus. I dnt recognize them tht time heh. & I'M BACK HOME FEELING SHITTY WNA STAB MYSELF. (: Hahaha. Ok i'm done. Bye.  I KNOW ;)  During lunch at 1pm.  Side view of Gufran, tsk dnt wna take picture! xoxo
till there was you
Wednesday, June 2, 2010 @ 7:40 PM  I found wings now I can fly, you got me high up in th sky, & for once I had bumps, I guess i'm mad in love w you~ HI BLOG WOO WOO! Ohmy, so dusty. I'm sorry fr nt updating, been a bit lazy & busy heh (: Sorry hor! Hm, what to update ah? Mind=Blank. Ok2, yesterday's picture. Town w Haickel & Nas (: Great time great time, BOUGHT MY JOOKS WOO! Hahaha. Arrived home, diarrhea -_- Ok, I need to do my stuffs now. Supposedly there's training tmr, but I aint attending due to Cyberwellness Course thingy at th West side of Singapore. 7.30am report to sch, haiyoooo ): LOST MY DOCUMENTS, SAME GOES TO XAVIER! Urgh. Heh, while busy finding th freakin' documents, I found 3 photo albums, my Childhood Photo Albums :') Momma's face, Sisters's faces, Brother's face, hais. I miss ya'll, a lot ler :'( I'll scan th pictures soon aites, hehe muka cute je Ira! Yesterday's pictures:  Abang-abang Sachok~        xoxo |
