Wednesday, June 23, 2010 @ 9:08 PM

It's sad when you can't stop thinking about him, when you think
every little thing he does is cute, when you can't forget his smile,
when you remember every words he say, when you memorize his
whole name, when you secretly wish tht you will one day be together
and when he's not even thinking about you at all :l
I don't know why but sometimes I get really lazy
to update blog. So sorry.
Tipsy turdy; guilt, restless, pissed, just nothing.
In one second, I smile. Then laugh for no reason.
Can somebody stab me to death please, i'm nuts hahahaha!
Last 3 days I went to my cousin's chalet at CSR.
I'm th oldest among my cousins so I tend to make 'mature' decisions.
They've went swimming in th evening together with my 2 aunties.
Left me & my another 2 aunties in th crib. So I was like... *crickets effect*
-_- So hehe I mentel go borrow my 5 years old niece's swimming costume
(yeah, I own a small figure among all my relatives) & join them.
For th first time in my whole entire young life, i've went swimming at night.
I know, noob! Somehow, I did this "5minute of an alone time" & reflected
on my past, my recent 'dumb' decisions & my future. Yknw what?
I'm stupid.
The night breeze & th moon accompanied me in th deep pool.
I'm too young to be inlove but if i'm too young to be inlove,
what is this feeling then? I repeat, 'is'. Present tense.
Ok2, I tak nak bocor rahsia sendiri. I promised myself, to my
other friends to NOT talk about *insert name & memories* anymore.
Secretly, i'm still...
HUNGRY! EH I MISS BBQ CHICKES!
Yesterday's class BBQ was awesome!
I nearly drowned yknw ): My heroes saved me!
Best2! I think right, th best way to have a bonding session is through water.
Really, th hunks & babes had a hella time in th water :') Awwww.
I didnt bring extra undergarments & bottom,
thankfully, I brought my dress. So I went home feeling
half wet inside hahhhhhhhhhhhhh shit. Hahahaha!
I'm done blogging. May God bless whoever's reading, chalo.
xoxo