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Wednesday, July 28, 2010 @ 9:20 AM  HELLO BLOG! Oh my, I miss blogging so verybery much! Tags has been rolling in asking me to update, awwww. Ok since i'm so free now, i'll update. Including my private blog. Oh & it's wednesday, 9.27am & i'm at home. I'm down with flu, fever, vomiting & sore throat. I can't even get up from th bed in the morning & it sucks hard ): Life after I last updated th blog was tipsy turvy. Certain time, it went just right. Sometimes out of th sudden everything went wrong. Everyday without fail, I lay on th bed, pray & just hope for th best for th next day & days ahead. I get really emotional when it comes to... stuffs that makes one really emotional duh haha. I wont go straight to detail here. I'm really active in Facebook. I'll update my Facebook almost every hour. So if I were not to update my blog for a very long time again, find me in Facebook. Twitter too~ I guess i'm done. I had my breakfast, I bathed already (first time so early!), I should update my pblog & rest. Ohhhhh Movie-Marathon! Ok best~ Takecare lovely readers, mwah mwah (L) say my name
Saturday, July 10, 2010 @ 10:18 AM  I didnt have time yesterday to update. School yesterday was ok. Didnt attend training, I stayed in school this all th other cadets report. Home-ed straight. Nyonya took a leave yesterday, wsnt wht I expected. Get ourself ready, off-ed to changi. I miss allllll my cousinsssssssss ))))): Even cousins doesnt seemed to be hyper-active yesterday. Probably, nanny. Haisss ): Home-ed at nine. I was really really really shocked I swear. I don't even dare to read th msg. I called Haney & ask her to sign in to my Fb account. She read it for me. Cryyyyyyy la omg )': Thanks Haney for being there when i'm in need (: Lup you~ Through cyber, Edely gave me his wise words & thoughts. Kinda help, haha laughed. Thank you Edely (: Botak was being nice to me yesterday night. I think its bc I shut down my comp without being told? Hahaha old hag. Sleeeeeeep. Oh & I had a really scary nightmare ): I'll be spending my today at home. I is bored. DA I'M DONE. BYE.
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Thursday, July 8, 2010 @ 8:36 PM  I hate the fact that you ignore me for so long, then you start talking to me like nothing happened. And by saying the simplest things, you make me smile. Then I realize, shit, you still have tht effect on me. I was in a really bad mood this morning, I swear. Firstly, I didnt get th chance to print my D&T assignments due to that baldhead urgh! Secondly, I knocked on botak's door like a retard for more than 15 min (still late fr sch) to ask for my pocket money since he didnt leave my pocket money outside. & guess what, I was moneyless for the whole day because botak didnt open th freakin' door. You know I eat a lot, so I did managed to survive th whole day ya ok still sucks. Lastly, I waited for Shirah's phonecall bc every morning I'd go to school with her. After waiting long enough, I called her & daaaaaamn I was furious; she went to school early & didnt even inform me like watafak. I hung up on her and straight away catch a cab. Yes, my morning was like #$%&*@#$%*@#&^. Thank God I was enjoying in school. The bad mood has vanished, muahaha. P.E drives me nuts, hahahaha! Oh oh oh, I think i'm crushing on a Chinese Boy hehehe. Some more tht Chinese Boy my own friend waliao. Why now sa -_- crush only crush pfft. Stayed in th canteen for awhile after school with Aree, Deeqa & Jiajia. Oh and i'm not going for training tmr, Nanny's in th hospital so her children's & grandchildren gotta visit her tmr. I hope she's fine :') Met th usuals at th usual place ha ha ha. Alfi didnt come to school today no wonder I didnt saw his face in sch. Slacked till 6pm & I chao-ed home. Botak was at home & I gave him this BIG 'SLAP-MY-FACE' EXPRESSION TOWARDS HIM from th minute I step inside th house untill now. You need parenting skills, old hag. How dare you leave you daughter starving th whole day, sinful!  I reminisced about everything thts memorable to me out of a sudden, yeaaaaah it was emotional & obviously I shed a tear or more. I feel like hugging every single close friends I own now yknw ): Gotta sacrifice, some are guys & I cannot hug so boohoo. Only a handful of them, but I treasure them hardcore one ok! I could name them all, but nahhh I lazy. Tmr i'll hug allll my galfwensz ok hehehehe. OK LA I'M DONE! Mata sepets, right? (Picture above) xoxo & goodnight. i'm sorry
Wednesday, July 7, 2010 @ 9:20 PM  I swear I do not know what to do now. I'm sorry. School went fine. I wasnt feeling comfortable th whole day in class, Aree should knw th real reason why. Omgggg... Aree, help me! I don't wna treat ____ differently! It leads to Ignore so STOP ME ASAP AHHHHHHH! Cher, can I change my seat? Oh, I enjoyed History a lot mwahmwahmwah! After school, stayed in th canteen with Aree, Deeqa & Jiajia. About half an hour later, I went off to meet th usuals. Waliao, I don't knw why but it feels like decades i've not seen, Aepul & Haickel. Much misses~ Still, Jack ): Hahaha! Bashed Wani only at th opposite block HAHA! What am I, clown ah ya'll laugh at my every words? HAHA ASS! Happy 14th Birthday, Wawa :D After cleaning up our mess tht we've made, I wna meet Shirah. SHIRAH WHERE WERE YOU?! I CAN'T FIND YOU SAAAAA. No prepaid, cannot reply summore haiysssssss. Rounded th neighbourhood. Off-ed home, bathed, feeling oh so guilty/sad/disappointed. I'm sorry to anyone who feels tht i'm ignoring, acting strangely towards one. Yes, I do have a confession to make. I don't wna pretend anymore. Yknw, when you're not strong & trying to act like one but you've over-reacted, you actually hurt people around you? It makes th people around you think that you're too strong to stand on your own & you do not need them anymore. In other words, self-fish. Hi, I'm sad. But i'm still Ira. I feel guilty. I do not know what to do anymore. I don't wna be ignored, so please talk to me darlingssss. Da banyak kawan sendiri panggil ira sombong, I sad sa. I do not knw who tht i've hurt/ignored before literally, so in tht case, TALK TO ME & I SWEAR I'LL BE BACK TO THE 'OLD TIMES' :') Ask me whats wrong personally & i'll tell you wht has been bothering me till it leads to ignoring you. (Trust me, I can already pick out names tht I know i've been ignoring lately) I'll be waiting, so do not keep me waiting for long mwah mwah! Ok I gotta do my D&T. I still have not eaten since 3pm. I love Tumblr & Twitter (L) xoxo I tau english I broken kat post ni, I lapar and and I nak rush buat D&T. Sorry kalau grammer tak jambu ok goodnight!
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Tuesday, July 6, 2010 @ 7:55 PM  "Redemption is served." Still in guilt, urgh. School went great today. MIGRAINE SHIT! Thank God Dina brought Panadol with her to school today. After recess, I was feeling better. As per normal, Redza & I talk & do our work at th same time. Syafiq joined, & somehow we brought up Condom as our topic? HAHAH! After school, went Jamiyah Old Folks home with Hamizan & Minda. Alfi taged along with us 'cause he got nowhere else to go except for our usual slacking place, alone. Did our errants asap, then Alfi & I offed to meet th usuals. & SAYYED WAS THERE AHAHAHA! Nong time no see him, I miss his iPhone! (not him you see.) Chey I miss him too duh! Hahaha! Slacked till 5.30pm, offed home. Did my Maths there, so i'm left with my D&T. I gotta get used to Tumblr, quiet easier than I thought heh. No worries, iwrite-abc wont be dead. Drop by, still in progress: http://demuresenorita.tumblr.com/ i'm done. xoxo
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Monday, July 5, 2010 @ 5:42 PM  I used to think tht I can't live a day without talking/seeing you. Well, I used to. I don't even think I wna talk/see you anymore. Eclipse-ed with Aree today at Iluma. My my, too much kissing scenes. Thank God Jacob wasnt in th scene. If he was... *slaps Taylor Lautner* HAHA! Oh & TAYLOR LAUTNER SO HOT I CANNOT CARRY ANYMORE! Bugis-ed for awhile. Bumped into Naz & Zaki. Then bumped into Afiqah & Insyirah. Then Roxanne & Susila. Hahaha! Went back to th East. Irritating Arabian Guy kept staring at me. Met th usuals, slacked then I offed home at 5pm. I wish I could stay longer for Jack's sakes. Its been awhile since we last met & slacked. Well next time aites (: Tomorrow, school. Sorry Legacy, I think i'm sick of you already. You bring me back lots of bad memories whenever I mention your name. I gotta move on to Taylor Lautner. He's been waiting for me since decades. Do not feel offended ok, I rejected Justin Bieber too. You're not alone.  Hey Babyyyyyy ^^ ♥ Aiya, don't stare at me lah shy hehe! xoxo hi.
Sunday, July 4, 2010 @ 11:08 PM  youknow, i'm kinda pissed off with you. but i still wna talk to you. you made me confuse, i hate you. HI HELLO HEHEHE! I busy la actually to update blog. Yesterday went out to Arab Street with 'Familia'. Go make Baju Raya, eat, then home-ed. Relatives come visit, then I sleep. Today, home. Da. I pissed off. Chalo. xoxo wonderfool
Friday, July 2, 2010 @ 9:57 PM  I know, this is my biggest sacrifice. This is th only way I could be free, & relive everything back. I hope we could still have so much fun like how we used to back then. School went great. Redza came to school today, yeah! Haha! Did Maths sums together2, then he feeling2 teacher, teach me, then I revised Maths during IS (Independent Study). NCC was Brrrrr-tastic? Hahaha! Training went smoothly although it was raining heavily. Was supposedly to do IFC, but since it was raining, we did indoor IFC. & thts where th 'Brrrrrrrrr' starts ^^ Hahaha! Training ends at 5pm. Bathed in th shower room, 'cause I dnt wna smell bad in th AVA room for Parents-Teachers Conference. Thank you PTM, for making me realize tht grades I scored in exams are important. It was an eye-opener for me, thnk you. I'll WORK HARD ok. Hahahaha! Mr Leong & Ms Sim kept making us say tht phrase in th room. Had dinner with Haney & Nana after PTM. MacDonald'-ed. One bloody old hag spoils my entire night, seriously. She could have stopped us from entering th Handicap Toilet because she was standing there, looking at us entering. HELLOOOOOO, WNA FIND FAULT AH? Knnccb! Arrived home, complained to Nyonya abt it. Even Nyonya said it wasnt our fault. CURSE YOU OLD HAG! I'm done. I'm tired. Goodnight~ xoxo
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Thursday, July 1, 2010 @ 7:07 PM  So let the music it blast, We gon' do our dance Praise the doubters on, They don't matter at all Cause this life Is to long, And this love's to strong So baby know for sho', That I'll never let you go Justin Bieber, marry me ok? You sweeeeet ler, I want you ): I'll be waiting, prettyb! *winks* Hahaha! You knw, th feeling when you hear a song tht reminds you a memory, a place, a scene right away? Yeah, 'Never Let You Go' :') Heart sinks, sebak hati beta dengar nya over & over again. Spoil my entire mindset only yknw this song. Hahaha. School was great. Wore my No. 4 NCC uniform for th whole day, I felt heavy & warm. Thank God i'm already used to wearing it. I bet my juniors cannot carry th heat, hahaha. Redza was absent, so I felt lonely. Ok Redza, I admitted. As per normal, studyyyyyyyyy wooo! :D In th canteen for about an hour after school. For Alfi's sake, I slacked only a while with him & Nuwin. When Nas & Syafiq arrived, I went off. Cmon, I was wearing my NCC uniform. Its hottttttt, I gotta go home hehe. Arrived home at 4pm. I was bored, so I played with my photobooth. Ok i'm done. I cnt wait for Saturday, Sunday & Monday. NO SCHOOL! I miss Holidays ):    xoxo
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