Apologies for the previous post. I'm glad nobody

were busybody asking me what the heck has happened hehe.

Ok a proper post today. Before tht, I wnna announce something can?

I'm cool with Adilah, though only a part of it has settled.

I'm glad she had approached me and talk things out.

This incident has taught me a big great lesson on Trust.

Doesn't mean you THINK you own good friends, you can count

on them, trust them or even sacrifice for them. Beware of disloyalties.

I shouldnt elaborate more okkkkkkkkk :)

Today's the start of the month of Ramadhan. I'm aiming for a full month

of fasting. Always been Yok Yok-ing since small lol hahaha!

It's been 6 years without Mom, and I tend to get really emotional if

I were to break my fast alone. Yes, the first day of Ramadhan, alone.

It's ok for me as i've been eating & spending my time alone at home.

But it saddens me tht Mom isnt there to witness me, her daughter fasts

for a day. Wait, get this straight; throughout her life, she hasnt seen me

fast ok. She left when I was 7 yrs old & I wasn't yet to be taught of fasting.

Hah, staying strong is my middle name. Idk what had came to my

mind to start praying 5 times a day, but this is a sign. A sign from God to

show me to a better path. I got to say, i've been on the wrong path all this while.

And the current problems i'm facing now are tests from God. So it means

I should start praying and pray for good to come. Yeah :)

Lol I sound so... nostalgic.

Hahaha, its ok. Once in a while. Oh did I mention abt Dad?

Yeah, dad. For a sudden, I felt so bad for calling him Botak.

I've finally realised that what he has done to me, are for my own good.

Confiscating my phone due to contacting guys & obscenities, I find it valid.

Dear God, i've learnt my lesson well now. Though he had treated Mom

badly before she left, he's still my dad. I will bow down on my knees

infront of dad on Hari Raya and cry, begging for forgiveness I swear.

After reading these 5 paragraph, see any changes?

Yes, i'm a healthy changed person. For good! Haha.

Nobody could step onto my head anymore, i'm gna fight for my

rights no matter what happens. Hehe, i'm changed wooooo!

I mean it. Seriously *insert serious face*

Hahaha! I'm done. XOXO mwaaaah!