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2010-11-04T15:10:00.001+08:00

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2010-09-16T17:12:00.002+08:00

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xoxo

Smile.

2010-09-08T11:43:00.006+08:00

OMG HI BLOG C:

It's been a month since I last updated, right?

Hahaha. I'm ultra free now & ain't feeling lazy so update yeah!

Praises to God, life has been manageable. Studies, yeah I gotta work

on it. Friends? Haha, long story. Nevermind, i'm freakin' free now

so what the heck hehehe!

Schoolfriends, going well (: Things between Ari & I are better

as we talk things out between us. No matter what happens,

I love her infinity. Like, "Air dicincang tidak akan putus" . Hahaha.

The clan that I used to hang out with? Haaaaaaah I died.

There were several arguments after I 'left, dead & gone'.

Riggggghhhht, I was the one who made the conflicts going on huh?

El. O. El hahahaha! I'm kinda ok with the rest except for the one who

claimed I was the conflict-maker. We're not friends. I mean literally

ain't friends, in life & cyber HAHAHAHAHHAHA! They apologised &

darrrrnnn touched lah can? Recently I met Faris & Jay under my block.

Before tht, I was kinda mad at Faris for what he had done. He apologised

for some reasons & yeaaaaaaah i'm missed! It's great to know someone

you care about, misses you ok. I miss them too! Hang out soon yeah,

but not 233 please thank you (:

Them <> I swear I miss them truckloads ok!

Even Ari & Sab although we meet in school everyday.

So, Friday... HARI RAYA HEHEHE!

My house looks like a Holland House, step mother bought tons

of Holland-flowery patterns stuffs. My house feels so alive for once!

My room... like finally clean & tidy. Hahaha. I'm left with myself.

I need to do my brows & my nails. Aiyaaaaaa later wooooo~

Oh & I went to Geylang yesterday, for the first time after almost

a month since the bazaar was opened. Ari has been disturbing me,

asking me where's my dengdeng & all. AMIK KAU YESTERDAY I

BOUGHT 400 GRAMS OF DENGDENG! Hahahahahahahaha!

It seems that Dad, Stepmom & I are kinda bonded now.

Yeah. Its a good thing right? I guess (: I'd realised my mistakes

& all. I'm proud to say i'm a good daughter now than before.

This topic is kinda personal, so i'll update my private blog soon

so I could elaborate more. Oh & not to forget eh, i'm Nicki Minaj.

Because.

I'm having Nicki Minaj's hair for Raya this year WOO!

& the good thing about this bangs is that I look so much younger

& kid-like now. Soooooo, POUR THE RAIN MONEH ON ME!

Get it? Raya= Money + Children? Hehehehehe.

I'm done. I'll update once I find the time & mood ok!

EOY is just around the corner, I won't be updating much.

How about after EOY? Set ok! Takcare readers, I love ya'll!

xoxo

lesson learnt

2010-08-11T20:19:00.004+08:00

Apologies for the previous post. I'm glad nobody

were busybody asking me what the heck has happened hehe.

Ok a proper post today. Before tht, I wnna announce something can?

I'm cool with Adilah, though only a part of it has settled.

I'm glad she had approached me and talk things out.

This incident has taught me a big great lesson on Trust.

Doesn't mean you THINK you own good friends, you can count

on them, trust them or even sacrifice for them. Beware of disloyalties.

I shouldnt elaborate more okkkkkkkkk :)

Today's the start of the month of Ramadhan. I'm aiming for a full month

of fasting. Always been Yok Yok-ing since small lol hahaha!

It's been 6 years without Mom, and I tend to get really emotional if

I were to break my fast alone. Yes, the first day of Ramadhan, alone.

It's ok for me as i've been eating & spending my time alone at home.

But it saddens me tht Mom isnt there to witness me, her daughter fasts

for a day. Wait, get this straight; throughout her life, she hasnt seen me

fast ok. She left when I was 7 yrs old & I wasn't yet to be taught of fasting.

Hah, staying strong is my middle name. Idk what had came to my

mind to start praying 5 times a day, but this is a sign. A sign from God to

show me to a better path. I got to say, i've been on the wrong path all this while.

And the current problems i'm facing now are tests from God. So it means

I should start praying and pray for good to come. Yeah :)

Lol I sound so... nostalgic.

Hahaha, its ok. Once in a while. Oh did I mention abt Dad?

Yeah, dad. For a sudden, I felt so bad for calling him Botak.

I've finally realised that what he has done to me, are for my own good.

Confiscating my phone due to contacting guys & obscenities, I find it valid.

Dear God, i've learnt my lesson well now. Though he had treated Mom

badly before she left, he's still my dad. I will bow down on my knees

infront of dad on Hari Raya and cry, begging for forgiveness I swear.

After reading these 5 paragraph, see any changes?

Yes, i'm a healthy changed person. For good! Haha.

Nobody could step onto my head anymore, i'm gna fight for my

rights no matter what happens. Hehe, i'm changed wooooo!

Start changin' for good & start lovin' yr life... before it's too late.

I mean it. Seriously *insert serious face*

Hahaha! I'm done. XOXO mwaaaah!

Ok here's the reply,

2010-08-10T23:34:00.002+08:00

Hi. Before getting confused, this is so not an official blogpost ok.

It's 11.35pm and i'm still feelin' fresh. I get to know this later than

the actually day so here's my reply, Adilah.

Yes, Adilah ain't you? Great, so basically you mention about telling

you right in the face? So, blog, you sure right in my face? Oh ya,

I forgotten. You'll end up confused if you wanna talk right in my face cause

i'mma two-faced homosapien. Haha, ok2. Telling people around abt you?

Specific details please? Great, you've found out my true colours through

a person/people huh. Congratulation for being immature, being one-sided

listener. Babe, you have not known enough of me please so stop claiming you

know me as if you've known me for years or decades ok. Getting to know me

is so not from one's mouth. One really good example of a an immature act.

Calling me a bitch in your 7th august blog post won't do any good to you either.

Why didnt you call me, better enough meet me & call me a bitch straight

to my face? Lol you could go online & ask me frankly, you're out of yr mind.

Hah, the more I type, the more furious I am now really.

I don't give a shit whether tmr i'm fasting & I can't get mad or start a fight

something like tht, the fact is I really despise being called a bitch/two-faced.

Worst enough if you don't even know me for atleast a year!

I know this post was published quite late for you to read, but I hope you're

ready for our last minute meet up real soon. 'Cause two-faced bitch will get on

your nerves for real if you don't, really.

No matter how bloody furious I am now & how much I thought

you deserved to be called a bitch to me now, I refrain from using

it cause there's a proper word to describe you; Bimbo.

Ok i'm done, goodnight!

Boo!

2010-08-03T21:12:00.002+08:00

Hehehe, sorry Blogger I just loveeeee Tumblr ♥

Hiiiiiiiiii. Ok see i'm updating. Yesssss because i'm so free now.

Time check, 9:15pm on 3rd August.

I gotta say i've been feeling

really really down these days. I've been really really disappointed.

To myself especially. I miss Ira Wahyuni, the one who will always

laugh for no reason, struck by sudden hyperness, the Miss Always Smile~

Saaaaaap, where have you been bby? Lol, she has been leaving among the

double-faces & really really need a break. What happen? Hehe.

Well, i'd always count on my best friends, the ones I believed

that will always be there for me no matter what happens. Lol dopes,

I was wrong. Currently, it's too chaotic, emotionally. I don't wna

waste my time, sitting & start thinking seriously about it. Really.

Surprisingly, those friends that i've been ignoring since, idk when,

were my true friends. I know right, I was so bad to them ); At least

they are here to lend a listening ear to me sincerely! In other words or

just to summarize this paragraph, everybody changes. Mine, to worse.

I've learnt not to trust people easily, pouring your hopes on them,

'jangan kasi muka, nanti naik atas kepala' & stop giving in please Ira oh god.

Yes there are still my friends & I bet they do not even have a clue about

this shit that i've been feeling. I'll always see a half-empty glass of water,

so don't try to cheer me up or even make me feel better. I'm better off alone.

Ok, i've been deleting questions from Formspring, asking me

what happen on my previous blog post yada yada things like that.

I refused to answer because it seems personal to me & I just gotta

make somebody feel 'terasa' on that particular tumblr post of mine.

Yes, you gotta be evil sometimes but not everytime. Hey but the person very

evil ler, so why not teach that particular person a lesson of embarrassment.

That's another problem i'm facing. You know, I really despise sweet talkers.

Ok, it started when I was.. *counting* 12 years old. Yesh, my very first lover~

He started off shoooo sweet. Suddenly abt 3-4 months later I got to know

that he's been 'using' me. Impressing the shit outta me like that. So that was

when I had my first heart break. I know rightttttt ): I was traumatized then.

Sekali kena again by another guy! Then again! Agaiiiiiiiin! & now, please,

i'll make sure this will be the last heartbreak so yes a heartbreak again.

Lol i'm getting sick of this. The last two 'again' was really am Love.

The first two was puppy mwahmwah lup~ Still counted cause stilllllll

heartbreaks hehehe. Alright enough of this, I don't wna drag the situation.

*scrolls up* SIAO SO LONGGGGGG!

I feel like continuing but 'the-compassion-towards-readers' permits.

Gosh, even I do not want to read such a long post pfft. Haha!

Thank you, monthly bleeds for helping my EQ to express

everythaaaang (not that much, too personal) here.

I'll be back with another post real soon don't worry.

Meanwhile, Duttyfall.tumblr will always be updated~

mmmmmwah! ♥

For you.

2010-08-01T11:21:00.002+08:00

Kalau terasa, tu kau punya pasal. Bye.

i'm sorry

2010-07-28T09:20:00.002+08:00

HELLO BLOG!

Oh my, I miss blogging so verybery much!

Tags has been rolling in asking me to update, awwww.

Ok since i'm so free now, i'll update. Including my private blog.

Oh & it's wednesday, 9.27am & i'm at home. I'm down with flu,

fever, vomiting & sore throat. I can't even get up from th bed in

the morning & it sucks hard ):

Life after I last updated th blog was tipsy turvy.

Certain time, it went just right. Sometimes out of th sudden

everything went wrong. Everyday without fail, I lay on th bed,

pray & just hope for th best for th next day & days ahead.

I get really emotional when it comes to... stuffs that makes one really

emotional duh haha. I wont go straight to detail here.

I'm really active in Facebook. I'll update my Facebook almost every hour.

So if I were not to update my blog for a very long time again,

find me in Facebook. Twitter too~

I guess i'm done. I had my breakfast, I bathed already (first time so early!),

I should update my pblog & rest. Ohhhhh Movie-Marathon! Ok best~

Takecare lovely readers, mwah mwah (L)

say my name

2010-07-10T10:18:00.003+08:00

I didnt have time yesterday to update.

School yesterday was ok.

Didnt attend training, I stayed in school this all th other cadets report.

Home-ed straight. Nyonya took a leave yesterday, wsnt wht I expected.

Get ourself ready, off-ed to changi.

I miss allllll my cousinsssssssss ))))):

Even cousins doesnt seemed to be hyper-active yesterday.

Probably, nanny. Haisss ):

Home-ed at nine. I was really really really shocked I swear.

I don't even dare to read th msg. I called Haney & ask her to sign

in to my Fb account. She read it for me. Cryyyyyyy la omg )':

Thanks Haney for being there when i'm in need (: Lup you~

Through cyber, Edely gave me his wise words & thoughts.

Kinda help, haha laughed. Thank you Edely (:

Botak was being nice to me yesterday night. I think its bc

I shut down my comp without being told? Hahaha old hag.

Sleeeeeeep. Oh & I had a really scary nightmare ):

I'll be spending my today at home. I is bored.

DA I'M DONE. BYE.

what.

2010-07-08T20:36:00.004+08:00

I hate the fact that you ignore me for so long, then you start

talking to me like nothing happened. And by saying the simplest things,

you make me smile. Then I realize, shit, you still have tht effect on me.

I was in a really bad mood this morning, I swear.

Firstly, I didnt get th chance to print my D&T assignments due

to that baldhead urgh! Secondly, I knocked on botak's door like

a retard for more than 15 min (still late fr sch) to ask for my pocket money

since he didnt leave my pocket money outside. & guess what, I was moneyless

for the whole day because botak didnt open th freakin' door. You know I eat a lot,

so I did managed to survive th whole day ya ok still sucks. Lastly, I waited for

Shirah's phonecall bc every morning I'd go to school with her. After waiting

long enough, I called her & daaaaaamn I was furious; she went to school early

& didnt even inform me like watafak. I hung up on her and straight away

catch a cab. Yes, my morning was like #$%&*@#$%*@#&^.

Thank God I was enjoying in school. The bad mood has vanished, muahaha.

P.E drives me nuts, hahahaha! Oh oh oh, I think i'm crushing on a

Chinese Boy hehehe. Some more tht Chinese Boy my own friend waliao.

Why now sa -_- crush only crush pfft.

Stayed in th canteen for awhile after school with Aree, Deeqa & Jiajia.

Oh and i'm not going for training tmr, Nanny's in th hospital so

her children's & grandchildren gotta visit her tmr. I hope she's fine :')

Met th usuals at th usual place ha ha ha.

Alfi didnt come to school today no wonder I didnt saw his face in sch.

Slacked till 6pm & I chao-ed home. Botak was at home & I gave

him this BIG 'SLAP-MY-FACE' EXPRESSION TOWARDS HIM from

th minute I step inside th house untill now. You need parenting skills, old hag.

How dare you leave you daughter starving th whole day, sinful!

I reminisced about everything thts memorable to me out of a sudden,

yeaaaaah it was emotional & obviously I shed a tear or more. I feel like

hugging every single close friends I own now yknw ):

Gotta sacrifice, some are guys & I cannot hug so boohoo.

Only a handful of them, but I treasure them hardcore one ok!

I could name them all, but nahhh I lazy. Tmr i'll hug allll my galfwensz ok

hehehehe. OK LA I'M DONE! Mata sepets, right? (Picture above)

xoxo & goodnight.

i'm sorry

2010-07-07T21:20:00.004+08:00

I swear I do not know what to do now. I'm sorry.

School went fine. I wasnt feeling comfortable th whole day in class,

Aree should knw th real reason why. Omgggg...

Aree, help me! I don't wna treat ____ differently! It leads to Ignore

so STOP ME ASAP AHHHHHHH! Cher, can I change my seat?

Oh, I enjoyed History a lot mwahmwahmwah!

After school, stayed in th canteen with Aree, Deeqa & Jiajia.

About half an hour later, I went off to meet th usuals.

Waliao, I don't knw why but it feels like decades i've not seen,

Aepul & Haickel. Much misses~ Still, Jack ): Hahaha!

Bashed Wani only at th opposite block HAHA!

What am I, clown ah ya'll laugh at my every words? HAHA ASS!

Happy 14th Birthday, Wawa :D

After cleaning up our mess tht we've made, I wna meet Shirah.

SHIRAH WHERE WERE YOU?! I CAN'T FIND YOU SAAAAA.

No prepaid, cannot reply summore haiysssssss. Rounded th neighbourhood.

Off-ed home, bathed, feeling oh so guilty/sad/disappointed.

I'm sorry to anyone who feels tht i'm ignoring, acting strangely towards one.

Yes, I do have a confession to make. I don't wna pretend anymore.

Yknw, when you're not strong & trying to act like one but you've over-reacted,

you actually hurt people around you? It makes th people around you think

that you're too strong to stand on your own & you do not need them anymore.

In other words, self-fish.

Hi, I'm sad. But i'm still Ira. I feel guilty. I do not know what to do

anymore. I don't wna be ignored, so please talk to me darlingssss.

Da banyak kawan sendiri panggil ira sombong, I sad sa.

I do not knw who tht i've hurt/ignored before literally, so in tht case,

TALK TO ME & I SWEAR I'LL BE BACK TO THE 'OLD TIMES' :')

Ask me whats wrong personally & i'll tell you wht has been bothering me

till it leads to ignoring you.

(Trust me, I can already pick out names tht I know i've been ignoring lately)

I'll be waiting, so do not keep me waiting for long mwah mwah!

Ok I gotta do my D&T. I still have not eaten since 3pm.

I love Tumblr & Twitter (L)

xoxo

I tau english I broken kat post ni, I lapar and and I nak rush buat

D&T. Sorry kalau grammer tak jambu ok goodnight!

it's on.

2010-07-06T19:55:00.003+08:00

"Redemption is served." Still in guilt, urgh.

School went great today. MIGRAINE SHIT!

Thank God Dina brought Panadol with her to school today.

After recess, I was feeling better. As per normal, Redza & I

talk & do our work at th same time. Syafiq joined, & somehow

we brought up Condom as our topic? HAHAH!

After school, went Jamiyah Old Folks home with Hamizan & Minda.

Alfi taged along with us 'cause he got nowhere else to go except for

our usual slacking place, alone. Did our errants asap, then Alfi & I

offed to meet th usuals.

& SAYYED WAS THERE AHAHAHA! Nong time no see him,

I miss his iPhone! (not him you see.) Chey I miss him too duh!

Hahaha! Slacked till 5.30pm, offed home.

Did my Maths there, so i'm left with my D&T.

I gotta get used to Tumblr, quiet easier than I thought heh.

No worries, iwrite-abc wont be dead.

Drop by, still in progress:

http://demuresenorita.tumblr.com/

i'm done. xoxo

T.L

2010-07-05T17:42:00.005+08:00

I used to think tht I can't live a day without talking/seeing you.

Well, I used to. I don't even think I wna talk/see you anymore.

Eclipse-ed with Aree today at Iluma.

My my, too much kissing scenes. Thank God Jacob wasnt in th scene.

If he was... *slaps Taylor Lautner* HAHA! Oh &

TAYLOR LAUTNER SO HOT I CANNOT CARRY ANYMORE!

Bugis-ed for awhile. Bumped into Naz & Zaki.

Then bumped into Afiqah & Insyirah.

Then Roxanne & Susila. Hahaha!

Went back to th East. Irritating Arabian Guy kept staring at me.

Met th usuals, slacked then I offed home at 5pm.

I wish I could stay longer for Jack's sakes. Its been awhile

since we last met & slacked. Well next time aites (:

Tomorrow, school.

Sorry Legacy, I think i'm sick of you already.

You bring me back lots of bad memories whenever I mention your name.

I gotta move on to Taylor Lautner. He's been waiting for me since decades.

Do not feel offended ok, I rejected Justin Bieber too. You're not alone.

Hey Babyyyyyy ^^ ♥

Aiya, don't stare at me lah shy hehe!

xoxo

hi.

2010-07-04T23:08:00.002+08:00

youknow, i'm kinda pissed off with you.

but i still wna talk to you. you made me confuse, i hate you.

HI HELLO HEHEHE!

I busy la actually to update blog.

Yesterday went out to Arab Street with 'Familia'.

Go make Baju Raya, eat, then home-ed.

Relatives come visit, then I sleep.

Today, home.

Da.

I pissed off. Chalo.

xoxo

wonderfool

2010-07-02T21:57:00.006+08:00

I know, this is my biggest sacrifice.

This is th only way I could be free, & relive everything back.

I hope we could still have so much fun like how we used to back then.

School went great. Redza came to school today, yeah!

Haha! Did Maths sums together2, then he feeling2 teacher,

teach me, then I revised Maths during IS (Independent Study).

NCC was Brrrrr-tastic? Hahaha! Training went smoothly

although it was raining heavily. Was supposedly to do IFC,

but since it was raining, we did indoor IFC. & thts where th

'Brrrrrrrrr' starts ^^ Hahaha!

Training ends at 5pm. Bathed in th shower room, 'cause I dnt

wna smell bad in th AVA room for Parents-Teachers Conference.

Thank you PTM, for making me realize tht grades I scored in exams are important.

It was an eye-opener for me, thnk you. I'll WORK HARD ok.

Hahahaha! Mr Leong & Ms Sim kept making us say tht phrase in th room.

Had dinner with Haney & Nana after PTM. MacDonald'-ed.

One bloody old hag spoils my entire night, seriously.

She could have stopped us from entering th Handicap Toilet

because she was standing there, looking at us entering.

HELLOOOOOO, WNA FIND FAULT AH? Knnccb!

Arrived home, complained to Nyonya abt it. Even Nyonya

said it wasnt our fault. CURSE YOU OLD HAG!

I'm done. I'm tired. Goodnight~

xoxo

125th

2010-07-01T19:07:00.004+08:00

So let the music it blast, We gon' do our dance
Praise the doubters on, They don't matter at all
Cause this life Is to long, And this love's to strong
So baby know for sho', That I'll never let you go

Justin Bieber, marry me ok? You sweeeeet ler, I want you ):

I'll be waiting, prettyb! *winks* Hahaha!

You knw, th feeling when you hear a song tht reminds you

a memory, a place, a scene right away? Yeah, 'Never Let You Go' :')

Heart sinks, sebak hati beta dengar nya over & over again.

Spoil my entire mindset only yknw this song. Hahaha.

School was great. Wore my No. 4 NCC uniform for th whole day,

I felt heavy & warm. Thank God i'm already used to wearing it.

I bet my juniors cannot carry th heat, hahaha.

Redza was absent, so I felt lonely. Ok Redza, I admitted.

As per normal, studyyyyyyyyy wooo! :D

In th canteen for about an hour after school.

For Alfi's sake, I slacked only a while with him & Nuwin.

When Nas & Syafiq arrived, I went off. Cmon, I was wearing

my NCC uniform. Its hottttttt, I gotta go home hehe.

Arrived home at 4pm. I was bored, so I played with my photobooth.

Ok i'm done. I cnt wait for Saturday, Sunday & Monday. NO SCHOOL!

I miss Holidays ):

xoxo

breathtaking

2010-06-30T20:25:00.003+08:00

Beloved, please reply my message. I need you back,

I miss you so much. It's been more than half a year i've not seen or

even talk to you. Atleast reply to me if you had already read it ):

Wednesday seems so short & sunny. History was interesting.

D&T, Mr Yeo signed out in th middle of th lesson bc his son wasnt feeling well.

So two and a half period was free periods in Home Ec room.

ACE, Sexuality Lesson~ Awesome subject, Relationship! Hehehe.

I spent my afternoon with my 3 darlings (:

& today is Syai's 14th Birthday!

My sayang, we've been friends since Primary 1. We'd lost contact

when you transferred to another school when we were in Primary 4.

We met halfway in Friendster (HAHA), and physically reunited in 2009,

both of us was transferred to th same secondary school! :')

Those times when you used to skip choir when you were Pri 3,

just bc we wna watch porn together in my house, HAHA much misses~

My nafsu kuda friend already 14, may God bless you! Sayang kau mwaaah ♥

Aree, Epy, Syai & I headed home at 6pm.

Today, life felt wonderful :)

I'm free.

xoxo

free

2010-06-29T20:03:00.003+08:00

You walk away and never said goodbye
On and on, on and on
I gues I lost you Now your gone.

Stay With Me- Akcent

School was normal, great (:

Yohaaaaaaaa, I cnt believe it, i'm totally changed;

I payed attention in class, I cnt believeeeee it c:

Shit, Aree you forgot to pass me th paper.

Aree & I played th, yknw tht typical fortune telling game.

I bet girls especially played this game during Primary School.

Assembly was an eye-opener for me. I promise, i'll put my heart

& soul in my studies, EOY and other exams la hehe.

Stayed in th canteen for awhile after school. I was a little bit kookoo,

I don't know why. Hehe, I just love making my friends laugh (:

The warm sensation in th heart when you see your loved ones look

so happy, yes, tht feeling. I feel gooooood (Y)

233-ed. Off-ed home at 6.30pm.

DA FINISH!

xoxo

Fallin'

2010-06-28T19:39:00.003+08:00

I keep on fallin' in & out with you,

Sometimes I love you, sometimes you make me blue.

Sometimes I feel good, at times I feel used

Lovin' you darling, makes me so confused

Fallin' - Alicia Keys

First day of school, 2nd Semester~

School was, yeaaaaah great. I miss my classmates,

noisy as always. Haha. No changes of teachers, everything was

exactly how it was supposed to be. Oh Malay class separated.

Hehe. English, Aree, Redza & I was like HAHA! So noisy, laugh2~

Had NCC training after school, well not officially a training.

Rehearsal for 1st July NCC Day. Tiring ): Went back home with..

ALAMAK I FORGOT YOU NAME LAH DARLING! My junior from

NCC, who lived in th same neighborhood as me. Aiya, pelupa la Ira!

Was damn weak & at th same time, HUNGRY.

So reached home, eat a lot a lot hehe, than bathe.

Currently, exploring th cyber world.

I'll be using th comp till 10pm only, everyday. IKR ):

I'm done.

You made me feel so guilty ):

Yes, altho you didn't literally told me tht

'I treat you like crap'. You gotta understand,

dude. I explained to you already. You're my friend & I would

like to keep it tht way. I told you not to fall for me too hard

as I know you'll regret. I did warned. & wht i'm doin', it's not crappy ok.

I keep my distance away from males,

i'm sick of getting hurt too. Been there, done tht,

a lot of times. I don't wna get busted again, & I dont wna

repeat my mistake anymore. Friend, sorry ):

empty promises

2010-06-26T23:52:00.005+08:00

All thats left is memories.

I don't wish to relive them back tho I treasure them.

'Cause, it was all an act ok bye.

It's 12.23am, yeah th post shows 11pm plus plus cause I have to

think before typing hehehe. Slow load, you see.

Woke up quite early today, God bless. Bathed, went shopping

with step-sister till 2pm. Rested for a while, youtube-ed all th way

till 5pm. Off-ed to meet Epy & Syai.

From 5pm to 7pm, confidential hehehe. But for sure Epy, Syai & I

laughed our ass off due to our 'kecoh-ness' & 'slow-ness'.

At 7pm, meet th Birthday Girl.

Awwww, a large 'floating-in-th-air' balloon (hehe I forgot wht type of gas la sorry)

& a cute card for your birthday, Aree (L)

With lotsa love from us ok! Mwaaaaaaaaaaah!

Swensens-ed till 10pm, camwhored till I don't know wht time

& reached home at 11pm. Baaaaaah, my tummy hurts due to

the Earthquake Ice Cream & toooo much laughing yikes ):

We had a great time, Aree. Thanks fr th treat, Aree's dad :D

Syaiiiiii, I want today's pictures!

A cheeky pose before I end this post eh hehehe,

Goodnight, xoxo

impossible

2010-06-25T23:17:00.008+08:00

*look above*

I miss getting sudden kisses, sudden hugs & sudden 'I love you's ):

Brazil & Portugal, 0:0

WATAFAK?! AIYA MAMA MY BBY TAK SCORE2 DARI 70 MINUTES AGO!

Portugal, do not disappoint me ok! Must make me proud!

Well, two more days to school reopens. I guess I will start a new live,

i'm putting my 100.1% of attention to school/studies. I need to leave my 11 years

of Education with great IQ. Do not mention about EQ, i'm goooooood ^^ Hahahaha.

I spent my day at home, playing with my baby niece.

Totally stress-free today, I eat & laugh a lot hehehe.

My homework is 3/4 done. As per normal, i'd leave my Maths undone.

But, I promised after June holiday i'd start concentrating in class.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUBBY/WIFEY, NURUL ARIANTY!

Sayang kau banyak banyak mwah mwah mwah ♥

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDELY AFIQ!

Great dude, great friend, awesomeeeeeeeee (:

Ok, i'm done? Yap. Ok cabot betis!

xoxo

Xarrah Aryssa & Kakcik Ira (L)

bohoo.

2010-06-23T21:08:00.003+08:00

It's sad when you can't stop thinking about him, when you think

every little thing he does is cute, when you can't forget his smile,

when you remember every words he say, when you memorize his

whole name, when you secretly wish tht you will one day be together

and when he's not even thinking about you at all :l

I don't know why but sometimes I get really lazy

to update blog. So sorry.

Tipsy turdy; guilt, restless, pissed, just nothing.

In one second, I smile. Then laugh for no reason.

Can somebody stab me to death please, i'm nuts hahahaha!

Last 3 days I went to my cousin's chalet at CSR.

I'm th oldest among my cousins so I tend to make 'mature' decisions.

They've went swimming in th evening together with my 2 aunties.

Left me & my another 2 aunties in th crib. So I was like... *crickets effect*

-_- So hehe I mentel go borrow my 5 years old niece's swimming costume

(yeah, I own a small figure among all my relatives) & join them.

For th first time in my whole entire young life, i've went swimming at night.

I know, noob! Somehow, I did this "5minute of an alone time" & reflected

on my past, my recent 'dumb' decisions & my future. Yknw what?

I'm stupid.

The night breeze & th moon accompanied me in th deep pool.

I'm too young to be inlove but if i'm too young to be inlove,

what is this feeling then? I repeat, 'is'. Present tense.

Ok2, I tak nak bocor rahsia sendiri. I promised myself, to my

other friends to NOT talk about *insert name & memories* anymore.

Secretly, i'm still...

HUNGRY! EH I MISS BBQ CHICKES!

Yesterday's class BBQ was awesome!

I nearly drowned yknw ): My heroes saved me!

Best2! I think right, th best way to have a bonding session is through water.

Really, th hunks & babes had a hella time in th water :') Awwww.

I didnt bring extra undergarments & bottom,

thankfully, I brought my dress. So I went home feeling

half wet inside hahhhhhhhhhhhhh shit. Hahahaha!

I'm done blogging. May God bless whoever's reading, chalo.

xoxo

somebody to love,can?

2010-06-18T15:51:00.007+08:00

I'm gna say tht to you if you come crawling back to me, again.

I had a blast yesterday night (L)

Get this straight, night not daytime.

To Aree's crib at 1pm, get ourselves ready there.

At 4pm, met Alfi, Edely & Haickel. LJS-ed, oh & bumped into Amy (:

Headed to Esplanade together with th Seniors. (woah)

Th concert was kinda... a bore.

The last performance was interesting, I swear hahaha!

Feeling2 kiamat/war gitu, hehehe.

Sat with Grace, my sayangggggg (L) Camwhore to th limit w her (:

Had a great time, tho I was quite pissed off due to some reason.

After th concert, Aree & I headed to McDonald @ Marina Square.

Late night supper together with the Usuals, since co-incidently

there're having their supper there too so jyeah.

Camwhored, slacked till 11pm, then we'all train-ed back

to the East. Laughed so hard whenever i'm around w them,

thts why I had a blast (L)

Aree, Haickel, Sayyed & I played th slapping2 hand game thingy

in th train otw back home. Noisy shit, HAHA!

4 of us went home with a red almost-swollen hand xD

We all went on separate ways after passing th entry fare gate.

Reached home at 12am, bathed & off-ed to bed straight away.

Too tired to even turn on th comp, hehe.

Rise & shine, it's 12.30pm in th afternoon.

Transfered pictures to th comp, uploaded & tagged @ Facebook.

Amy's otw to my crib, ask her to come over cause i'm rotting

in pain alone at home hahaha! Got to bathe before she arrived!

Yesterday's Esplanade Concert pictures:

(More pictures from where it come from @ Facebook)

new

2010-06-15T22:43:00.002+08:00

I always say tht I already moved on from you. But who am I

really kidding here? I'm in denial when deep inside I still love you.

I know its wrong because i'll just hurt myself over & over again.

I'm still hoping when there's nothing to hope for. I just wish you

were really true to me. But we already know th answer.

Peace upon you, blog.

I spent my day; sleeping, cooking, crying & laughing.

Interesting tho, hahaha!

Woke up in th afternoon, cook my breakfast.

I was a lilllll bit emotional in th afternoon, very moody.

PMS? No! Idk, I get really pissed off easily this days so ya.

I'd braved myself & did something. I need my sister back.

So, yeaaa I shouldnt elaborate much abt it.

Movie-marathoned in th evening till night.

Ohhhh Bedtime Stories (Y)

Currently otf. Can't wait for Thursday!

I NEED TO GET OUT OF TH HOUSE LER.

Fortunately Alfi ajak me go town tmr, yeah.

I'm done!

xoxo

I'm fine

2010-06-13T22:06:00.002+08:00

Must. Be. Happy (:

BLOGGGGGGYYYYY (L)

I'm feelin' goooood tonight idk why (:

Despite th 'shit happens' thingy, I managed to smile widely

& laugh loudly so yeaaaaaaaaah saaaap ^^ Hahahaha.

Woke up late.

Spent 3 hours on th comp, then Shushi-ed w Ameliani!

I miss her truck loads, sudden MIA :')

She pierced her freakin' tongue & never ajak me?! How dare! Haha!

Catch things up between us, girls talk yadayada shits hahahaha.

I let out everything, every sorrows I kept. She lends her shoulder

for me to cry on, tht was touching. Sayang Amy (:

Went home, back to comp.

Marina Square w Nas tmr, must accomplish his mission HAHA!

Currently otf w Aree, Bollywood Fever wooooo!

Ira: *Storytells wht happen*

Aree: Ape yang _ _ _ kate ada betul jugak.

Ira: OH YAR HOR, TSK! *a moment of regret*

I'm done.

Botak's botak head ^^ See told ya he was bald HAHA!

Presenting, th Typical Bacin Face. Hahaha! xD

Dearest Amy (L)

useless&disappointing

2010-06-12T22:04:00.006+08:00

I wish you'd actually talk to me because you want to, sincerely.

I'm trying to be happy but I think it's a pretty obvious

by now tht it isn't my strongest forte.

OMG OMG I MISS BLOGGING!

Obviously I miss typing on my wireless keyboard (ehem).

Hahaha! Botak has been a bitch, including my life.

I've been separated w my iMac for 5 days by Botak ):

During my Cyber-less days, i'd spent more time

w Books & Nature. Yes, Books & Nature. Don't laugh.

*giggles*

I read magazines, religious books & cook books.

I know, HAHA! Hey, interesting ok.

I relive my Childhood times; I played Catching w my neighbors,

hide & seek, makeup-makeup, oh myyyyy :') Hahahaha!

Wish I was a kid again, seriously.

I'm too young to carry such burdens & facing such problems, alone.

C'mon Life, give me a break ):

I'm done blogging. I hope I get to blog again tmr,

and th day after tmr, and yada yada.

Dear God, answer my prayers please ):

I need You now, so badly.

SHOUTS TO BRUCE! I WANT MY CORNROWS! heh

No privacy, tsk botak kept peeping on me -..-

freedom?

2010-06-06T21:45:00.003+08:00

I don't need Love, i'm fine by my own.

I own a great circle of friends! & I owe them my life

cause they have always been there for me whenever I need them (:

Today was extremely short.

I woke up in th afternoon, straight away bathe & went

out to meet Jack & Nas. Had lunch at S11, then offed to Sengkang.

Slack under Haickel's block. Hahaha, had a fun & hilarious day

with them (: Offed home at 5pm. Otw home, saw Tuhfah.

Sat w her, chatted, then headed home. Gosh, miss her a lot (L)

Bored at home. Botak's out. Alone. Urgh.

Oh, currently otf w Javen. Hey knw what? (:

I just realized how important my life is, & I dnt want anything to go to watse.

I treasure my life, I treasure my friends, I treasure everything!

Javen surprised-call me & th first thing he ask is,

"Eh babe, you ok not? Heard frm Haikal you were down tht day."

Getting surprise call frm him was aww, eh usually I always call Javen first eh!

He cares :') Wonderful friend from th West~

Ahhhh, tak payah bercinta lagik k semua!

I wna treasure all my friends, I wna have my time of my life w them,

spending quality time w them since I don't own a family anymore.

& yeah, i'll sacrifice my time & life for them (:

I read my blog for Javen, & he said,

"Alahai, sweet nye kau! Kalau kau kt sini, aku da

peluk kau da. Asal lah kau jauh sgt, ra. "

Ok i'm done. Wanna storytell Javen, confidential2.

Hahaha!

xoxo

it rings a bell.

2010-06-05T20:36:00.002+08:00

Bore. One whole day at home, faced iMac till 5pm.

Aree came, talk abt NCC pit. Did Cornrows Braid on her (:

1st successful attempt!

Shirah came, hais pity her a lot :'(

Guys are jerks huh?

Sucha pain in a hole where feces goes through to reach th toilet bowl.

Anw, i'm gg out now. To cousin's wedding & somebody's wedding.

Anything text me ok?

Oh & answer to th latest Formspring :

I want a boy who will move my hair away frm my eyes, and then kiss me.

Who will hold my hand in line at th mall and make all th girls jealous.

A boy who will sing to me at random moments. Who lets me sleep on his chest.

I want a guy who will tell his family and friends all bat me.

Bring me soup or apple juice when i'm sick.

I want a boy who is more goofy than romantic, but knows th right things to say at th right times. I want a boy who will call me 3 times a day if he went away.

A boy who will apologize for calling too many, and no matter how many times

I tell him 'its ok', he'd still do it. A boy who will let me gossip to him & just smile

and agree w everything I say. A boy who will throw stuffed animals at me

when I acted dumb and then jump on me and kiss me a million times.

Who will bet kisses on who could beat who on at games. Who makes fun of me

just to make me laugh. A boy will surprise me w a 50 cent ring and

we could have a contest of how far we can spit our gum. Who will take me to a park,

put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all th time.

A boy who will kiss my neck, just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume. I want a boy who, at night, who dance in his pajamas w me.

A boy who will take pictures photo booths w me, someone who will never

turn down a trip to a lake & who will play catching on th beach w me.

A boy who could sit w me on th kitchen floor and eat sandwiches.

Who will kiss me in th pouring rain. I want a boy who would try to

teach me how to play th guitar, even if we just end up laughing at each other.

I want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair, share his lollipops w me (:

Hee, some points are taken through movies.

com.pli.ca.ted

2010-06-03T20:58:00.004+08:00

Cause if it would happen again, I swear i'll karate chop you :'(

Sorry fr th wild guess, but hey it could happen :l

I had only 3 hrs of sleep, and I had to bare w a 9 hour Course

at Navel Base Secondary School, from 8am-5pm.

Ok la, quite interesting. I had fun. Starting was crappy

cause we had to sit in th hall for 2 hrs straight, hearing speeches.

I was half dead, seriously. So restless, I bet th teacher bhind me

was irritated cause I keep fidgeting. Heeee (:

I was united w my beloved ex-classmate in Primary school,

Mark, my Marco Polo! Hahaha, we were in th same group; WeThink.

There were diff kinds of sch, & unfortunately i'm th only malay

girl in my group. 4 Chinese girls & others are boys, chinese boys.

Gufran & I were th only Malays. Oh & Gufran,

FROM SPRINGFIELD & HE LOOKS LIKE A MAKSALEH

BUT ACTUALLY PAKISTANI, & MIRIP2 JUSTIN BIEBER!

But veryvery irritating -_-

Hahaha. Had a really bad headache, tummy hurts but

doesn't feel like shitting I don't knw why tsk. Time flies,

it's 5am & I bus-ed back to th East w Xavier, Mark & Gufran.

Irritants, keep walking inside th bus. I dnt recognize them tht time heh.

& I'M BACK HOME FEELING SHITTY WNA STAB MYSELF. (:

Hahaha. Ok i'm done. Bye.

I KNOW ;)

During lunch at 1pm.

Side view of Gufran, tsk dnt wna take picture!

xoxo

till there was you

2010-06-02T19:40:00.005+08:00

I found wings now I can fly, you got me high up in th sky,

& for once I had bumps, I guess i'm mad in love w you~

HI BLOG WOO WOO!

Ohmy, so dusty. I'm sorry fr nt updating,

been a bit lazy & busy heh (: Sorry hor!

Hm, what to update ah? Mind=Blank.

Ok2, yesterday's picture. Town w Haickel & Nas (:

Great time great time, BOUGHT MY JOOKS WOO!

Hahaha. Arrived home, diarrhea -_-

Ok, I need to do my stuffs now. Supposedly there's training tmr,

but I aint attending due to Cyberwellness Course thingy at

th West side of Singapore. 7.30am report to sch, haiyoooo ):

LOST MY DOCUMENTS, SAME GOES TO XAVIER!

Urgh. Heh, while busy finding th freakin' documents,

I found 3 photo albums, my Childhood Photo Albums :')

Momma's face, Sisters's faces, Brother's face, hais.

I miss ya'll, a lot ler :'(

I'll scan th pictures soon aites, hehe muka cute je Ira!

Yesterday's pictures:

Abang-abang Sachok~

xoxo

sense

2010-05-29T23:22:00.002+08:00

Its not th same anymore, just ain't.

Thank you for putting me on high hopes.

Slept late yesterday night, on th phone w Bruceeeeee!

Hahaha. Talked till 4am 'cause Mr Physic was getting tired.

Dragged myself off to bed in th afternoon,

gotta follow my Stepsister & Nyonya go shopping. (wooo!)

Well, hehehehe I SHOPED ATLAST! Th temptation.. oh gosh.

Rested for like 3 hrs, then off-ed to Chalet.

Dearest cousin's birthday party.

Currently, my relatives having some conflicts &

it seems tht my family is th "Middle Person".

Hope everything will be ok as soon as possible.

Kak Ira doakan supaya semua akan baik2 ok, Nana.

Th long hug made me cry otw back home, thinking abt you.

I'm worried abt you, darla. Pity you loads. Do take care of yrself~

I'm just one call away if you need someone to talk to, lend shoulder too :')

(2 mins ago picture)

I'm done. Haissssss sodeh nye hidup.

Haha, da da.

xoxo

running back

2010-05-28T23:22:00.003+08:00

'Cause I keep forgettin', forgettin', you treat me so bad.

V-sak day so boring, one whole day at home ):

Hahahaha. Been facing th iMac since morning.

I did nothing. Seriously nothing.

Just look how dumb I am.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH x)

Oh, movie marathon (:

Ok la, atleast got some entertainment.

Chat, Tweet, updated Pblog, ya thts all.

Relatives come, urgh irrits.

Currently, Sultanas-ing.

HAHAHAHA BRUCE, I'M SULTANAS-ING! WANT SOME?

Th house phone today so quiet. Sad life seh me ):

DONE!

xoxo

unstable

2010-05-27T21:32:00.004+08:00

*looks up* :)

Wait before I start,

YEAH JUNE HOLIDAY WOOOO TMR NO SCH,

NEXT WEEK NO SCH, NEXT NEXT WEEK TOO!

WOOOOO!

School ends at 10am.

I stayed back w Hamizan & Min Da due to th Interview -_-

Redo th proposal, haissss scheduled so packed!

Maybe we gna give up on th Project, 2A1 :l

Met Alfi. His 10 minutes was like 100 minutes urgh.

Haha, 233-ed. Others came later.

Chalo-ed home at 6.30pm,

OH & HA HA, I GOT MY OWN HOUSE NUMBER!

YES, MY OWN!

The 678 yadayada right, is Botak's.

Whenever you call tht number, it will directly reach to Botak's

room house phone. So don't terperanjat hor kalo ada suara

jejaka angkat ^^ HAHAH!

So I own a personal home phone number, all to my self (:

Kawans yg disayangi, mintak me personally ok!

Ok i'm done.

Bye!

xoxo

thrown

2010-05-26T20:10:00.009+08:00

AHHHHAHAHA, SEC 1 NYE GAMBAR! Those extensions days~

Buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih~

The feeling, just aint there anymore (:

Hello hello, wazzzzzzap.

Snowcity today was absolutely AWESOME! WOOO!

2A1 bonded so well today, awwww :')

I hope this coming Class BBQ in June goes on well as planned.

Everybody went home w a swollen butt, but I didnt.

I went back home w a swollen elbow ): HAHA, bloody.

Oh & th chinese-korean looking guy on th slope

whom had pull my leg (hehe) sooooooo hot! *melts*

KFC-ed w Shirah & Fatin.

Well Shirah, cheer up (:

Met th Usuals, much misses~ Never fail to laugh HAH.

Off-ed home at 6pm. Tomolo hor, last day of school,

YEAAAAAAH!

Pictures: Facebook ada lagik!

xoxo

parachute

2010-05-25T19:03:00.003+08:00

Consolation & wise words was just what I need.

But wiping my tears away, aww brought a smile to my face :')

Thank you, friend. I've shouldnt brought up th topic,

tsk, emotional chick much eh? Hahaha siak tol!

Meeting you (like finally!) was great, altho it was a while.

I thought you gna be quiet or something, sekali tak! Haha

Meet up soon ok, one-of-a-kind dude :) Anything, tekan! HAHA!

School was scientifically great!

Hahahah, went to Science Center.

Shouldnt elaborate on it, tooo much.

Girls talk w Haney, Huda, Fie & Syafiqah at th canteen.

Hahahaha, diff stories to share~

Meet up w B. (-.- HAHAH)

Die die I thought he was born mentally as a Female

cause somehow, he knows every single stuff thts on my mind!

Treated me soooooo well, I feel sooooo guilty, how? x)

Haha, home-ed at 6pm.

SNOWCITY-ING TOMORROW! WOOOO!

xoxo

destiny

2010-05-23T16:05:00.005+08:00

I refuse to cry over you anymore. yes I still care.

To be honest, I think I'll always care. But life's

to short, and I'm going to do my best to be happy,

with or without you. (:

Slept late yesterday, woke up late today. Fair & square.

Oh, slacked at Macpherson yesterday w Macpherson Peeeeps.

Gereeeeeeeek, humorous people! Aree's big sister & clan (:

I get really hungry in th morning, every morning.

So I went out to th kitchen to check out whats on th menu. (chey!)

Sekali I saw 5 bucks & a note saying,

"Ira wahyuni, gi turun beli makan ok. Mother tak masak."

-_-

Despite going down buying food, I cooked :D

Yes, Maggi Curry Goreng!

Saaaaaaap, sodap yknw. First time yknw yknw yknw ^^

Can open up a Mamak shop under void deck then sell sia.

HAHAHA!

Stuck in th room for one whole day. Facing my beloved iMac (L)

Never get bored of it! Tmr schoooool, say Yes to Post Exam Activities!

WOOOOOOOOOOO!

Ok i'm done. I'm gna cook maggi again, hungry.

Chalobeteh~

xoxo

Yesterday's pictures:

Aree claimed tht i'm as cheeky as her lil sis is. SO TRUE! x)

Awww, when mentel meets mentel (L)

Malas nak layan. Tengok tv mkn!

Handsome eh mamak kt blkg tu! Termenung kn isteri kat rumah

tengah masak Curry. Best~

too late.

2010-05-22T13:09:00.002+08:00

HI HELLO BLOG.

Ira nari mimpi pelik.

Ira mimpi pasal ____ tau. Tibe2 je awk menjelma?

Knp? See, kan Ira da kate Karma will hit you back real hard.

Da kateeee, mulut ira masin. Tak percaya.

Whatever it is, I miss you. The late night chats & otf in December, hais.

Just don't run back to me ok. I'm lovin' my life now. Told ya you gna regret :)

YEAH FINALLY GOING OUT!

Window shopping w Aree, off to Macpherson for awhile.

Botak this days tk bising je, happy I ! :D

Anything, text me ok.

See ya'll back in cyber at night (:

xoxo

just right

2010-05-21T21:28:00.009+08:00

"Shawty's love is like a Pyramid" Uh huh (:

Peace upon you, blog.

Sorry for not updating, been busy & lazy.

Life has been, different. I've become more hard-working,

cheerful, crazy lately. Yeaaaaaaah :)

I passed my SA1, but subject's results sucks hard.

I really really need to buck up. After June, I promise

i'm gna concentrate in class & study reaaaal hard!

Mark my words~

School today was fine, NCC was :')

Merry Birthday Suhailaaaaaaaaa! Grow taller grow taller!

Hahahahha! Since Miya had not been attending NCC,

there was no 'kene-kacau' frm her. Today, *slaps forehead*.

HAHAHA, cute Miss APC. Too bad, she wont be our APC anymore

after June Holiday. Part C's taking over~

Stupid hands/arms, suddenly swollen during training.

Dammmmmn, I was panic! Like kena stung by a bee yknw!

(Nah, Legacy kissed my hand yesterday night)

Hahahaha, distorted hand pfft.

Cake bashing for Suhaila, speeches frm Part Bs & Cs.

Teary eyes frm NCOs/Part Ds :')

Home sweet home, tired yet energetic.

U-Kiss, Kiseop (L)

Wednesday during PE (obviously not in PE):

Thursday, Cake-decorating at mua Crib :

xoxo

walking in the rain

2010-05-18T19:15:00.009+08:00

Its this feeling I get when blue skies turn to grey.

Remains of memories of days when life was fun.

Evening Blog.

Woke up from 5 hrs of sleep then straight to Shirah's crib.

Slept for 3 hrs, breakfast at 12pm.

Both haven't bathe. HAH! Didnt went to Town today, very lazy.

Early in th morning, Mr Yeo chased after me for th Proposal.

So I redo my proposal at Shirah's.

Aree came at 3pm, I bathed then off-ed to Pasir Ris w Aree.

Aree=Laughing gas :D

Hahahahhaha, Aree & I planned to try Laughing gas

since both of us looooove to laugh a lot. Haha! Soon k!

Bowl-ed w Deeqa, Jiajia & Shahirah.

I sucked at Bowling.

HAHA! Aree & I chalo-ed, visit th Arcade.

Well, we were like small kids w big bodies making

a hell of noise(laugh). HAHAHA!

Whitesands-ed, then we bus-ed home.

Shouts to HUDA & SYAFIQAH! Bumped into them at McD~

Ohmygoddddd, they've watched Last Song already!

Bby, lets watch Last Song! HAHAH, Aree jom!

Tmr school. Hais.

I'm done.

I'll leave everything to fate. I'm gna back out.

& i'm gna miss yguys a lot :') ♥

xoxo

better in time

2010-05-17T21:24:00.002+08:00

I'm gna smile 'cause I deserve to, it will all get better in time.

To Nas & Yed, my dream was th weirdest/funniest dream they've heard.

But to me it was damn realistic, it got me teary-eyed in th morning.

I woke up at 8am, slept back till 10am, then yadayada

went of to meet th usuals . 233-ed, then off to Sayyed's crib.

I was reeeeeaaaal sleepy, but I tahaaaan. Bloody Nas & Yed

locked me at Yed's balcony like a stupid dog. Haha!

Yada yada, haha haha, then I off-ed home. Uuuuu, bumped into

Haney & Sabrina along th way. Aiyaiyai Haney~ *drop dead*

HAHAHA! Tsktsktsk.

I did my self-entertainment at home,

since I was hungry I burned my 3 bucks on a door-to-door

salesman & bought a muffin. 3 BUCKS WHAT WAS I THINKING?!

Hahaha, nvm, poor salesman. & I will face th screen till 12am?

Jyeah. Ok i'm done w today's post.

Updates will be on Twitterrrrrrrrr! Wooooo!

Ohmy, lets pray tht Haney will accompany me to Town tmr.

*praying* LIFES GET BORED-ER, SO PLEASE LET ME SHOP!

Hee, loaded loaded xP

xoxo

100th

2010-05-16T17:28:00.005+08:00

Naturally, I will be a bit depressed & blue at times,

& tired & uncomfortable, but there is tht human principle

which always finds tht no matter how much is

taken away, something is left & to build again with.

I.NEED.TO.WATCH.THE.LAST.SONG ):

Then why th hell must th movie showed on 13 May, my birthday?

FOR ME TO WATCH DUH.

*looks up* HAHA, IRA SO DESPO.

I woke up from a beautiful dream at 12pm.

Overslept at 4am while webcamming w Haickel.

I did, nothing for th whole day basically.

I'm mf pissed. Seriously pissed.

Lalalalala.

Why Haney, why! I wna watch Last Song tmr, nobody wna accompany ):

ACCOMPANY ME LA ANYBODY!

Bile aku tga pokai, org ajak tgk. Aku loaded, sume tk le -_-

Pblog updated yeah btw.

Oh oh, this is th 100th entry post (:

xoxo

cupid's chokehold

2010-05-14T22:14:00.006+08:00

And someday, in th mist of time when they asked me if I knew you

I'd smile & say

You were a friend of mine.

Finally, exam's over!

Sorry but I think i'm gna flunk my mid year :l

Science paper was, manageable.

I can't carry my eyes anymore, so I slept & left Section C blank.

Section C was damn hard ok! Urgh!

Before Listening Comphre, HAHAHAHAHAH

Bernard kena slap hard by Sabrina bc

he tripped Sabrina off th staircase, HAHAHAHHAH!

& letmme tell you it was damn epic! *rofl*

233-ed afta th paper.

Jay & Haickel, please delete tht video, pretty please~

Hahahaha. Bus-ed home at 3.30pm.

"Home Of The Gunners"

Yeah, went to HQ. I'm tooo lazy to elaborate.

Uuu, I ate a lot. HAHA!

I'm done. I miss staying up late. TEMAN ME STAY ANYBODY!

Ok, no need. Sleeping soon already eyes cannot carry like shit urgh.

Hunks, wooo! All married already ahhhhh -_-

xoxo

14years of living.

2010-05-13T21:43:00.003+08:00

I got nothing to vibe here (:

Ok, Merry 14th Birthday to Ira Wahyuni Bte Bambang Suwarno!

May God bless me till eternity, don't disappoint me ah, God.

Hahaha. May I be strong enough to face all bullcraps in future~

Give me strength to carry on, man! Woo woo!

Hahaha, self-birthday wish. Puas kan diri~

Nothing so special about today, really.

My day was like every other days in my life.

Th only special thing happened today was, "Vroooom, EH LORRY!"

HAHAHA, yeah. Very very memorable birthday :)

As per always, meet up w my usual-slackers every afternoon.

Before tht, I had my breakfast at Foodculture w Haney.

Like, finally eh Nasi Ayam! Hahaha (:

Hilarious-random act was caught on camera,

uploaded by Nas at Facebook. HAHAHAHA! Comedy much~

Haickel did something, reaaaaaal bad & we all had to run for our life's!

Nas & I ended up having a phobia w pass-by Lorries & their engine sound.

HAHAHA, what a day.

Arrived home, greeted by surprise news.

I was pissed off basically. Went down meet up w Haickel & Nas.

Bide them goodbyes, & i'm back to Hell.

Yknw Botak, it could help if you atleast wished yr daughter.

Thats why I put my Friends at th top of th list, rather then

putting Family 'cause I dont even own one (:

I have to even starve myself on my birthday, thank you vmuch~

Budak2 lepak block Lorry (including Haic & Edely) HAHA!

This was when miracle happens upon us; A Watch Talks xD

nights, xoxo

messy

2010-05-12T18:20:00.005+08:00

I can't read your mind, I need you to say it~

What a short day huh?

Thank you Liyana & Nadia fr tht cute Birthday present (:

Appreciate loads! Paper ends at 9pm.

Hold back till 9.30 due to Sab's ringing phone during th paper.

Breakfast w Aree at McD.

Nas joined afterwards.

Went back home, changed. Off to Pasir Ris.

Haickel arrived, slacked then off to usual place.

I was there for a while, then i'm off home.

Balik, online, semua bukak chat tanye knp online cepat.

HAHAHA, you all stalk me habis2 ah! Tsktsktsk.

Currently, otf w my lesbian partner.

"14 and slower" HAHAHA, sorry honeyb~

Reminder, my hp(line) is still not w me. So do not spam

my poor phone w your birthday wishes ok (: Cyber will do~

Prepaid has went frm 100 bucks to 0 bucks.

Apologies to those who texted me & I didnt reply~

xoxo

relief

2010-05-11T20:12:00.005+08:00

"Come on Subway, Halal-ed it for me la! I miss your taste~"

Wazzzzzzzzup,

Geog paper was, manageable but still some question

are left incomplete. Paper ends at 9.30pm.

Breakfast-ed w Fie, Haney & Sab at McD.

Well dudes, I'm not easily distracted. Attention seeker much. pfft.

233-ed, you do not knw how much I miss them~

Haha, did my Art Preparatory. Yada yada, had lunch w them at KFC.

Shouts to Johan! Bumped into him along th way~

Thanks Jay for th treat (:

251-ed, then i'm off-ed home!

Well, I had a great day? Yeah, successfully i'm over it~

Like, I finally get through all obstacles, alive :D

Dear God, I hope everything just stay as it is now.

xoxo

honestly, i miss you

2010-05-10T20:15:00.006+08:00

Heyheyhey~

Wake up in th morning feeling like... Saturday -_-

Thts why I woke up late. Hahaha. Mimpi psl SitiNurhaliza sia.

Maths was, welllll lets not talk abt it yeah.

Its over :D *sigh of relief*

Straight away after sch, off-ed to Yishun.

As per normal, Haziqah irritate me by "aunty, ni. aunty, tu"

Yet Aniq soooo quiet :l Malu2 lak. Both so cute :D

Abg Hadi storytelled me a lot of stories.

For his sake, i'll change. I'll start praying (:

He told me a lot of stuff abt Botak's wrong doing, oh my *boiling*.

At th same time, I was doing my self-reflection...

I was born unlucky, I guess? My siblings get to enjoy & still remembers my mom.

But I couldnt. I couldnt even remember how she look like in real life.

Through photos I could. Hais, well it's fate. Got to accept anw.

Camwhored w lil kiddos, Haziqah so mentel xD

Kak Iylia said I was as mentel as she is when she start knwing me

when I was at th age of 6. Hahahahaha! Turun menurun eh mentel nye.

Homemade cooking for me, as an advance small little birthday party.

Awwww :') I'd never celebrated my birthday w Abang, so I cn

say that this year is th 'first after 7 years'. I'm so happy!

Homed at 5.30pm. Got my kisses from Haziqah & Aniq~

Tears starts rolling down my cheeks as I leave them.

It's really heartening to be separated from your own blood.

I've missed them so much, but one day is not enough.

I promise I'll come & visit often ok? Aunty Ira will be back, kiddos~

I miss my Ariyani Widya Putri, Ariyana Widya Putri

& lil Akid Audi Widya Putra too ):

I'll b busy doing my Art & revising Geog.

Still can entertain msges, chat & facebook.

From tmr onwards, I can't text ): Prepaid expires today.

Wna buy prepaid, no $$ hor.

xoxo

Nur Haziqah Insyirah & Aniq Syahmi (L)

Hah, guess what! Haziqah sebiji becok mcm makcik nye.

My Aniq so fierce, ask to smile don't want ):

just, go.

2010-05-09T13:52:00.004+08:00

Momma, where are you when I need you?

I miss you a lot. & I mean it ):

Its not gna be a long post.

Small advance birthday celebration at Nanny's yesterday.

7th year, celebrating Mothers Day & my birthday, without you.

*cries*

Doing my self-study later.

I'm not ready for Maths tmr. Seriously.

Going to Yishun tmr after th paper. I need a break, I got nowhere to run to now.

I need my brother :'(

I need my sisters back :l I miss both of you.

Mak, turun la skejap. Ira rindu mak. Sampai hati mak tinggalkn ira )':

I miss your touch, your hug, your voice... *holding back tears*

I could seriously use a hug now.

I'll be away frm all cyber page, accept for twitter.

I dont need any consolation, I had enough.

Yan, sorry but I call you a lil bit later ok.

Don't worry, i'm fine. Not crying, flu.

sober

2010-05-08T12:07:00.002+08:00

If you could read my mind, you'd be in tears.

Hey blog,

oh my, I miss typing.

I'm done scanning my Art Preparatory pictures,

so I had time for Blog. Will update Pblog later.

Yeah, back from Shah Alam with a smile on A face.

Left Lion City with tears rolling on A face.

Shut up Fila, it was too emotional. Haha.

I had my pictures uploaded at Facebook.

Waiting for Zaffy to upload hers. On the way on th way.

School has been, tension.

I regretted hard for not paying attention in Maths & Geog.

Struggling hard w Maths, Geog somehow I can say 'gi mampos'.

To, yknw who,

We love you, darla. We want you to be happy.

We want you to walk on th right path,

but it seems you're nt on tht path. Cmon, it will be such a fuck

for letting our friendship drift apart just bc of yr relationship.

We wont b running after you, begging you. You're big enough to

think whats right & wrong, so all th best w life~

I'm busy caring for others, but i dont even realize tht i'm in pain at th same time.

When I endure my hardship,

I go thru it myself, I get over it myself, I frgt abt it myself,

I do it independently. So hah, i'm still in good condition anw.

I keep every single problems to myself, I dont believe in

'talking things out' anymore, thank you.

I guess i'm done? Yeah, see ya'll in th nxt post.

Just stop reminding me abt 13th. I'm nt expecting anything anw.

xoxo

al be back

2010-05-06T10:42:00.002+08:00

Will be back with blogging soon.
Currently, keyboard-less -_-

Sorry, loves (L)

Before the night is over,

2010-04-29T18:57:00.003+08:00

I should, but I can't.

Mother Tongue paper was, ~~chicken~~ rooster.

Ong Leong keep asking for more paper. Irritating specimen.

Muhaimin keep talking to himself. Wait, *laugh* nuts.

Survey-ed clothes with Aree. Obviously when we're alone,

as a couple, we'll laugh so hard, without fail (:

233-ed, together with Aree fr th first time.

Been holding on to my bladder since morning.

Walking aimlessly doesn't do th trick no more.

Off-ed home at 6pm.

Stupid smelly bangla (not being racist here) keep staring at me in th bus,

like he never see tears rolling, urgh. Dig your eyeballs baru tau.

Last post before I leave Lion City tmr~

Will be back with an interesting post, by Sunday.

Zaffy, be prepared.

Today's emotion chain:

Sleepy> Bored> Hungry> Happy> Shock> Down> Down> Down>Down>

*looks up* Eh, lagu Down peh lyrics.

xoxo

closer

2010-04-28T21:58:00.004+08:00

Hey Blog.

Had English Paper today. Manageable,

but no 'semangat' to do :l

Off to Faris's crib w Haickel.

Met Aepul, 233-ed (pity Nas, member2 baru die invincible),

Sayyed came, scram him for making me smile. Chalo back home.

Today's Emotion Chain:

Sleepy> Hyper> Happy> Pissed> Terrified> Sad> Happy> Sad> Happy> Confused~

Time checked: 1015hr

Exhausted, yet last minute revision-ing.

Malay paper, tomorrow.

Confused, still. Urgh.

Nights xoxo

short only.

2010-04-27T22:49:00.006+08:00

HEY BLOG!

I dnt wna blog, I mean type.

Let th pictures do th talking~

Yes, spare phone~

AHHHH INN, opps I mean Sayyed xD

AWESOMEEEEEE, ada bakat Legacy ni. Hahaha!

Ohhhhhhhh, and shouts to Zaffy!

DZAFIRAH! Too bad we can't feelingfeeling baywatch at KL ):

Cherating was more too 'Nature'.

KL will be more to 'Modern'.

& when I say 'Modern', I mean SHOPPING! :D

See you on Friday, sayang (L)

I'll Be Back

2010-04-21T22:23:00.003+08:00

ON HIATUS .
Will Be Back Soon ~

2010-04-21T22:22:00.002+08:00

Wazzzzzzzzzup blog.

Hey, haickel here, helping my wonderful friend to update her blog.

And thanks to th person who called me a Mat Malaysia! c:

Ira's on a hiatus & she will be bck blogging when she has the oppurtunity to.

Well, dont be sad readers, kkkk?

Anyth, just look fr her in school okay?

Nights peepzzzzzz (:

Y.B

2010-04-18T23:20:00.004+08:00

Hello Blog!

Just a summary of today :D

Woke up at 1pm, didnt went out.

The 'went out' went in (:

HAHAHA! Srsly, I didnt knw tht Guys can camwhore,

real hard like Girls do! Fascinating ~

They chalo-ed. & I was lonely ):

Hahaha. My day was a blast altho I stayed at home.

See, told ya tht this gerek ppl are my best treatment

for my heart-ache~

Ok i'm done. Some pictures, other fb.

But too bad, I'd private-ed them :D

Goodnight.

it's time.

2010-04-17T21:14:00.007+08:00

Firstly,

Ay Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Othman :D

Merry 14th Birthday, my dear Lil Shawty!

May you have a bright future ahead of you dear (:

May God bless you my child. & GROW TALLER CUTE!

I wna kiss your chubby cheeks again can? This time i'll it bite off can? HAHA!

Wazzzzzup blog.

*looks down* I apologize for th unproper post aite.

School yesterday was ok. Sorry for th sudden my broke down, class.

I was too emotional. I came to school w tht same swollen pair of

eyes, & it continues to enlarge in th afternoon. Hah, never cried tht much

for a long time. NCC cheered me up, water bombs etc. Had fun (:

Later at night, I had a terrible ugly shocked. Yes, ugly.

& it kept me saying, "No wonder!" till I broke to tears, again -_-

Hahahaha, too lembut sia Ira. Haickel was there when I was in need,

awww (: Made me laugh so hard, look at his pretty face !

CUTE RIGHT! HAHAHAHHA!

Eventually, he accompanied me till i'm asleep.

When I say till i'm asleep, I really mean it. HAHAHA!

Once again, sorry yeah Haickel! HAHAHA. I accidently slept

during webcam. Duh, it's 4am who th hell can stay fresh xP

The next thing I know was I rised & shined.

Met up w Nas, Haickel & Sayyed. They've made my day~

The stupid Jokes they've made up & those random crappings,

th best treatments for my heartache :D

Arcade-ed, & I off-ed home.

My "Summer Love" has ended. Yeah, no more "Te Amo" ,

"Intan Payung" and th 8th of everymonth.

I'd already expected, somehow. It's th best choice to me.

Forgiven but can't be forget aite.

I wish you happiness & th best for your life~ Takecare.

*singing Single Ladies*

I'm done, see you in th next post.

Some pictures of today:

wow

2010-04-16T22:19:00.002+08:00

WAIT AH, JAP JAP.

*surfs web*

No wonder. Wow, wait let me repeat: NO WONDER!

Awwwwwww, so sweet. Bye.

Yknw, for a second I thought I wna blog a post abt today.

But apparently, ... nah nvm.

Tak sia2 aku nangis mcm BESOK kiamat gitu eh?

Standing ovation!

i'm off.

Sorry Fie, i'll post a Birthday note for you tmr ok.

ylib

2010-04-15T21:35:00.003+08:00

Photoless Post.

I'll keep my mouth shut, although I care :l

Hey blog.

School was as per normal. I'm gna flunk my science test.

Tmr Maths, & I bet you my foot tht i'm gna flunk on tht paper too.

Zihao, chill dude. Talk to 'Krishna' soon, fr being such a big fcuk to you.

We are there for you (:

Off to meet Jven & friends. (like Thomas&Friends eh?)

Yeah, when East meets West. All th way down frm Woodlands,

awww I miss you big sugar daddy :) Nice meeting you after a long time no see.

Altho it was only for a while, dpt jugak bersembang mcm org gile,

sebiji mcm otf gitu eh eh eh :p Hahaha, next time i'll come down Woodlands k.

Mc-ed, then off I go. Cheerful slack :D

In th rain, till th sun sets, then off-ed home.

Really tired, I wonder when will this end.

Or, I wonder how will this end. I'm done, bye.

far away

2010-04-14T20:11:00.003+08:00

Hi blog.

Had 3 hours of school only.

At 12pm, NCC cadets were excused due to Trainfire at HQ.

Oh & Boys, be jealous! I've striped & raped a M16 gun all over.

Saaaap. Hahaha.

Saw my camp friends, & they remembered me.

But th only camp friend who I didnt get to meet since last yr was Nafis!

FISH, WHERE ARE YOU? GOSH! Coral Sec tkde seh ):

Hahaha. Hope to see you anywhere around Spore aite dude.

Th only Cool Dude tht Aree, Fie & I knew from camp feast :D

A sleepy journey back to school. Semua tido, muke kodok.

Kalau aku ada camera tht time, satu2 peh muke aku amek.

Hahahaha! Ira termenung jauh sampai Mumbai kat tingkap.

Slack at school until 6pm.

I was full of craps, decided to make a joke out of Zacvin.

Hahahaha! Kuch kuch ho ta eh, Oh Krishna!

Hahahaha. I headed home solo, congratulating myself

for hiding th sorrow, & put up a fake smile. I did a great job.

I'm out of words. Thats all. Bye.

Hey Love, I miss you :l

out.

2010-04-13T19:09:00.004+08:00

& the question is, why?

Bye, no need for everything you've done

to make me feel like absolutely nothing.

Aww, had 2 hugs at a time in th morning (:

Sabrina read my expression, no wonder~

& Haney, yeah if only :l

Cup cake baking this morning, taste heaven. Haha.

Had an hilarious afternoon, funny dopes :D

No matter how much I laugh,

there are still some lingering doubts in my mind.

I don't wna say much. Bye.

not again

2010-04-12T20:01:00.003+08:00

Jyeah, i've moved my iMac near to my bed! Weeee~

Wazzzup.

I woke up at 7am. Fortunately, the taxi dropped me at 7.18am,

so I wasn't late :D Yeah, alhamdulilah! Woo woo!

School was fun, altho I was packed with tons of stuff to do -_-

Stayed back after sch, did sculpture for Y.O.G thingy.

Off w Epy & Shol to Pasir Ris . THIS BLOODY COUPLE BULLY ME ):

Hahhahaha, bully me like hell sia. Kesian pipi aku. Epy & Shol, revenge!

Homed at 7pm. Tired, oh so tired.

I was hoping for a good long rest, sekali Botak at home.

Phone was secured, urgh. Nvm, still using it anw.

I got nothing else to say. So yeah. Chalo.

Summer nights

2010-04-11T12:07:00.005+08:00

Hey Blues.

Yes, i'm having tht morning Blues.

I won't be running after you, although I want to.

I wna give up, but I don't want to.

Siapa makan cili, dia yang rasa pedasnye.

Ok, shh. Get back to blogging, I dont wna waste a tear.

I was out th whole day yesterday.

Guess what, I didnt have fun. I could just stay at home,

face my computer without doing anything else, but still

having fun. I wasnt in a mood. I miss my hp terribly.

I need my friends now ); I'm stuck, i'm freakin' hopeless,

and I need advises. My house phone is not w me,

ofcourse i'm freakin' pissed now, urgh. I'll be stuck in

my room for th whole day, find me through cyber.

I gave up on life, can I just runaway, so so far away?

I need mom. Where are you when I needed you...

& you, where are you when I needed you too...

It's useless, i'm outta here.

"Well atleast, wish me or just reply it."

started.

2010-04-09T22:18:00.002+08:00

Peace upon you, readers. Hahahaha!

School was a lil bit shitty. Wasnt in th mood. Entertained

myself, sing alone at class. HAHA, I was bored ok. Pfft.

I keep repeating th same song over & over again, addicted~

NCC training was a lil bit 'woah :l' at th starting.

Suryani! HAHAHA, you're tooo cute to become a Staff yknw~

In th end, we all had fun :D Everybody starts being super hyper.

Hahahaha! Like always, slacked till th last bell rang. Camwhored hard!

Finally, spent quality time w beloved friends without

being disturbed by my nonsensical thinking (:

Homed by 8 plus. Tired, yet hyper. Heeeee.

I'm gna sleep like A pig later, got an engagement to attend tmr.

I'm done, chalo.

8th

2010-04-08T19:03:00.005+08:00

Short post, too tired.

It was a very bery sleepy morning.

Slept for th first 3 periods, sodap~

Wasn't hyper, toooo exhausted I don't knw why.

History was LOL. Haha. Decided to take History next year. Woo.

Mc-ed with Shirah. Short girl was hungry.

♥ and Syafiq arrived later. Window shoped, Shirah chalo-ed home.

Rasul joined. Slacked, then I headed home solo. I was too exhausted, srsly.

From tht point of time, I wished I was Wonder Woman, where

I could just fly wherever & whenever I want. Hah, dream on.

Sorry ♥, wasnt in th mood for any slacking. I know you'll understand.

Happy 3rd Month, Johan ♥

I love your sense of humour.

I love your perverse mind.

I love th occasional annoying conversations.

I love the burning touch of your finger tips on my skin.

I love how you know most of things on my mind.

Altho we've been through tons of Ups& Downs,

somehow you tried to make things better, and thts 'aww' (:

You never cease to make me laugh, yknw.

Dear, sometimes you gotta understand me ok.

Please know tht no matter what happens between us,

I will always love you~

(Can I have th Johan I knw back?I miss him.)

Ok, i'm done. I need a big warm hug, badly.

Sabrina nye hug tak sedap, tk big. Haha xD

something fishy.

2010-04-07T12:16:00.007+08:00

HAHA, igt tk ape jadi bile tga amek gmbr ni? HAHAH.

Paiseh ah luqman, sorry eh? HAHAHAHAHA!

Sape2 kacau aku lagik, kene tapak tangan ira ok.HAHAH

Sometimes, I feel like... hmmm.

Life, getting much more complicated nowadays, I swear.

Thank God I could manage my anger or else...

I shouldnt get so emotional here.

I gotta put up a lottttttt of patience in school.

Yoha, tons of stuffs to complete la, a lottttt.

Pressure basically. & it wasnt me alone. Friends has

been getting on my nerves, hanging there like a monkey yknw.

I get so pissssed off easily, but yo, there's a word call Patience ~

Dopes, chill. Stressful, yea I know. Come on, throwing tantrums

wont help in any way, shitheads. Keep moving forward ~

Hey, when you're having a hard time in school & you're hoping

to get back home, sweet home & just chill , right?

To me, it aint sweet no more. I don't really talk to Botak

since th last war abt my keyboard. Prop, he's in a deep trauma.

Isnt it embarrassing to loose a fight between your daughter? HAHA.

Take tht, as you've been taking advantage of me all this while.

Botak/Dad, no matter how much I hate you, I still

respect you as an Old Hag ok. You've been ordering me around

and treat me like an 8 year old kid, it's really irritating . & while you

were having your time of your life, i'm here suffering emotionally.

I've lost a Mother, your wife. & I was hoping after th incident,

you'll treat your children w more care & concern as how Mom treated us.

The Aftermath of trusting you : one by one left th house & i'm still here,

standing strong, just keep enduring. Your children hates you, understand.

You never once put yourself in my shoes. You just want it in your way.

You want me to succeed in life, complete my studies & university (wow.) but

instead of motivating me, you condemn me. Tak pakai otak pe kau?

Presenting, Ira. I aint tht 'tkpe,saba' kinda ira anymore ok.

I'll go straight to your face, no pitying. I'll fight for my rights,

so if you wna get in my way, better take back you steps.

I do feel stupid for trusting, giving faces to those who doesnt deserve it.

Nvm, I can go through :)

There's this 'another' problem (and it never ends.haiss),

but I dont feel comfortable sharing it w friends anymore.

Obviously, they'll get sick of it. Something fishy has

been going on. Avoiding suspicion won't help anw.

One shoutout:

I DONT KNOW WHATS BEEN GOING ON,(altho i've suspected

some obvious reasons) BUT PLEASE, BE TH YOU I KNOW OK.

I'm done. I feel regretful, I feel sleepy, I feel hopeless.

I NEED A HUG ASAP! ):

PS:// Pandai nye carik aku balik eh. Dulu

aku kasi muke pat kau, kau naik atas kepale.

Bile kau da amek balik hidup kau, baru nak rasa

menyesal. Sorry, I dont go around talking to guys

anymore. May you live a dreadfully bad life and future ahead.

Baik2, mulut ira masin sikit.

Finally,

2010-04-05T20:23:00.005+08:00

Wazzup blog.

My Monday was fine. Everything went so well in sch.

Well, except PW. PW was such a rush, so chaotic .

So I decided to go Geylang after sch w Aree to buy ingredients fr

th Double Chocolate Fudge Brownies~ Sound tasty right?

Heh :D

Journey back to Tamp was a HAHA. Freakin' Aree make

me laugh so hard, till I chocked on 'tadpoles'. HAHAHA.

What Aree, tadpoles having menstruation? LMAO!

Homed at 8pm. Ohhhhhh, tmr practical for Home Econ.

I should better finish up all my stuff now, so chalobeteh ~

Yesterday's camwhored pictures w Sabrina:

MUKE SAB, HAHAAHA !

A Walk to remember

2010-04-04T03:11:00.005+08:00

"But her love, it's like th wind. I can't see it, but I can feel it."

Standing ovation! I cried so hard ok. Awesome movie!

Something about this movie/romance makes it

so diff frm others - this isnt a sexual blind love.

This is more , pure & sad :'(

I want this love, can tk ♥ ? Heh.

Time check, 3.17am. I dnt wna sleep. I dnt feel like sleeping.

No peace, get it? Hah. Watched A Walk To Remember,

yeah, in th middle of th morning I cried like a banshee (pontichild).

Hahaha, so touching & sad ~ Th ending broke me to tears.

Ain't telling y'all what happen in th end, so find it out by yrself :P

O'oh, bantal busuk suda memanggil.

I'll update this post later in th afternoon aite.

I dont knw whether I wna tag along w th Dopes

flying kite or not. Lazy ah. I miss my hp terribly. Gosh.

Nights. Wait, I mean Gd Morning ~

craps, so.

2010-04-03T12:54:00.003+08:00

Click to enlarge. I find this cool. Haha.

Afternoon blog.

Short post , cause I got nothing much to say.

Whats w th early post? I'm off to JB any seconds now.

Just woke up, slept at 4.30am . I find it so hard to sleep .

Yknw what, nvm.

Sorry kawan2 if i've been rejecting your calls.

I just, dont wna talk ok. & thank you for understanding.

Just call me tmr k.

I'm done & got nothing to say now.

bye.

not a good friday.

2010-04-02T23:15:00.004+08:00

Before I start,

B, i'm sorry in every way if i had hurt you.

Personally, my friday wasn't tht good.

Met up w ♥ after a loooong 'space'. Seriously, I miss him.

Oh and since you dared me,

"JOHAN BABAT'S TAKEN, SO YEAH."

"JOHAN CRACKED HIS VOICE WHILE LAUGHING, SO CUTE!"

Amek kau, hahahaha.

Off to Auntie's crib in th evening. I shouldn't

elaborate more, I was feeling all, %$@& ~

I'm done. yeah, so nights.

xoxo

what a fool.

2010-04-01T20:39:00.005+08:00

Hi blog hello.

Happy April Fools' yeah btw.

School was fine. Half a period in Eng, I was happily sleeping.

Untill Redza & Aree kacau me, tsk -_-

Science, experiment time! Quite interesting, quite only.

History was hilarious , will always be :D

After sch, sat at th canteen like one no-life girl.

♥ didnt reply my text. Sleep like pig, oink.

I was singing my ass off in th canteen, so down.

I love th way sabrina cheered me up, CUTE :D

Sayang kau byk2, yknw Sab !

I headed home alone since others went off already.

Arrived under my block, saw Shirah & her clans .

Slack w them since I gt nothing to do at home.

Afiz came surprisingly , so I tag along w Shirah & Afiz & left th other boys.

Witnessing them 'dating' , so sweeeeet & cute yknw :D

I shed a tear reminiscing the times . Iyaaaaaa :/

Cannot tahan already, I left & lifted my way home.

I was hungry, but there was nothing I can bite on.

Ok la, thats enough for today.

Overdue photos :

70th post.

2010-03-31T18:54:00.007+08:00

"I've given you this amount of trust & if you really see it, you wouldn't

misuse it so go have fun with your boys, wherever you wna go.

Just know your limits. " - TMS

Dear Blog ,

I weep myself to bed last night. Sampai terbawa2 mimpi.

Hm, it's ok. I'm too weak, emotional. What can I say.

My dearest Chickiesx cheered me up during P.E.

Hahahaha, yguys dnt knw how much I treasure & love y'all :)

Mr Ow & his 'never-ending-mispronoucing-my-name' , CUTE ,

*Ira running towards Mr Ow*

Mr Ow: Ah , Ara eh Ara! One more round to go!

Ira: IRA CHER, IRA!

Mr Ow: Ah, Ira Ira! *smile widely*

Ira: -_- *run pass him*

Well, I kinda love th way he pronounce my name as Ara.

I guess till i'm Sec 5 he will still calls me Ara. For sure.

Hahaha, super cute.

I tend to get easily pissed off this days.

I would like apologize to those who I'd thrown tantrums on aites :/

Supposedly, there was Malay Oral after sch.

The teacher didnt turn up somehow.

So, I dashed home w Shirah.

Shared a lot of stuff w Shirah.

Haisssssssssss.

Headed to my crib. Random crapping shits.

Camwhored while waiting for Afiz to adjust webcam stuff.

HAHA, slow sia metaer kau Shirah. Same cam kau :P

Tho you're having tht Ups&Downs, i'm glad tht he

actually knows how to pujuk & sweet talk to you ,

just to earn tht Trust back :D Sweeeet! Stay strong aites bby ~

She's off home at 6.30pm .

Currently, doing nothing.

I miss you, ♥ . Where's my intan payung? ): *cries*

I'm done.

Pictures :

Muke seposen sia shirah. HAHAHHAHAAAHAHA!

Sometimes when I say "I'm Ok.", I want

someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight & say,

"I know you're not." Just don't ask me why ~

Take me away.

2010-03-30T19:32:00.005+08:00

Don't seem to understand.

Evening blog.

I'm still pissed to what had happen yesterday.

Eventually, I was having th Blues in th morning.

Thank you Fie & Aree for being my listening ear :)

& Haickel, you make me smileeee :D Hahaha.

Thank you for being there when i'm in need . It

really means a lot to me (:

School was suckish at th beginning.

Slowly, my frown disappears. Officially, Bernard

is facing th same situation as I do. We kinda express our

thoughts in th morning in Home Econ room. I'm glad tht

atleast someone understands me fully. Bernard, if you need

someone to talk to , i'm here :) Just, endure further ok dude..

Hm, English was a bore. Mr Lim, change your way of

'teaching' mind you ? Its tooooo dull. Thank you .

ACE was replace as Sex Ed. Kinda awkward when your

home teachers talk to you abt tht particular topic.

It was fun tho. Enjoyed :)

I spent my After-Sch-Hour baking Cookies & Brownies~

Yeah, it was messy & hectic.

Hamizan & I , Hadlyzan & Aree ; Both Cookies taste tasteless.

HAHAHA. Thank God our Brownies taste superdelicious :D

(Tons of pictures, will upload them soon.)

Oh & PRSS STUDENTS, after Cross Country on 7th April,

support 2A1's fund raising project by BUYING OUR BROWNIES.

80cents/brownie. Trust me, it taste incredibly unexplainable :D

Window shoped w Aree & Syai . & i'm off home at 7pm.

Currently, :l

"I just wanna fly far away from here.

Take me to a place way above the atmosphere"

Toodles.

it's obvious.

2010-03-29T19:17:00.002+08:00

Hi blog.

School was great . Enjoyed although I miss my bed.

Hahaha. Obviously Maths I was in my own land,

imagining stuffs tht was pathetically weird. Hahaha.

Redza was nudging me to pay attention and Redza ,

awwwwww you care for me :) you little annoying brat ~

Recess, laughed a lot. Yeah, with my laughing partner Aree.

& so sudden Aree said , "Ira, aku agree ah..."

Hm , she was referring to (confidential) . & tht particular

(confidential) has been lingering in my mind all day long.

Gosh..

Oh & Deeqa Dearest , MERRY BIRTHDAY :D

Had Oral after school. It was so intense ; all of us weren't ready.

One by one, walked out of th hall with tht "i'm failing" face.

HAHA, kodok benar. Hahahaha. People, if you own a PSP,

PS3 , PS PS thingy , dnt get close to me. HAHAHA,

Epy , Syai , please eh. Maruah maruah. Hahahahaha !

Window-shoped w Aree & Syai . & i'm off home.

Scrammm , I really hate it when 'it' happens again.

Please, if you feel guilty reading this, change yourself .

I dont like getting ohso down ok. I know you dont like it either.

Living with your lies, thts fascinating. Thank you.

Toodles.

obstacle.

2010-03-28T19:31:00.002+08:00

OHMYLEGACY, I MISS BLOGGING MY SHITS HERE !

Firstly, I would like to apologize to my beloved readers for th sudden hiatus.

Keyboard was taken since last week. Almost got kicked out but *sighs*

It was hell basically, duh . But what to do, endure .

How I got back th freakin' keyboard ? Debate ~

I cant take Botak's shit anymore & I decided to voiced out.

Obviously, it was a war. I prefer it to be a Debate jyeah.

Botak didnt knw tht i'm a good debater , so do I. (Shock katekn)

& yeah I won. Ok la, frankly I feel bad winning him ... NOT !

HA HA HA , serve him right. Ni lah satu satu nye Anak Sutinah yg Bijaksane.

Since last month i've been asking for my phone back .

He & his boldheaded brain, pfft. The reason why he took my phone

because he saw my wallpaper picture. It was ♥ & me. But he was ok

with me being in relationship. Or maybe Porn ?

I dont know th main reason lah actually because he didnt even

'scolded' me nor 'talked' to me about my phone. Hmm... weird.

Nvm, next round of Debating ; Handphone .

Oh & I was notified by my lil cousin tht Botak told her dad (my closest uncle)

tht Botak was planning to move to Woodlands . He said

troublesome frm Tampines wna go to work at Woodlands.

Then how about me ?????? School , friends nn ♥ mane mahu letak ????

Whatever his decision in th end , I will never move out together w them.

I'm prepared to stay solo here! (Chey, dramatic nah kau ira.)

I'm done. Bye blog see you tmr . Toodles ~

unconditionally,

2010-03-18T19:32:00.003+08:00

Wazzzzup.

Spent th day w Haney & Sabrina.

Did th Literature assignment w Sab since she's my Literature partner.

Half done I guess ? 1/4 ? Yeah. Time flies, didnt do much.

I came to Sab's crib w an empty stomach, since yesterday.

So I expected to fill my stomach once i'm there.

Skali, I have to wait till 5.30pm cause Sab's mum haven't cook yet.

Mine & Haney's stomach cannot carry already. Hahahaha.

Breakfast/Lunch was served, Haney & I ate 2 plates of rice.

Fuh, sodaaaaaap ~ Hahahaha! Currently, damn full. Super ultra full !

Something's bothering me. Slept so late, woke up so early .

Different kinds of dreams, one shocked me to death.

Uuuu, I feel like killing tht sickening shithead .

If only I could time travel back to th past ... EEEE GERAMSZX !

Brought back Sab's hp. Her pp8 low, so she decided to lend me her phone fr a day,

feelingfeeling ada hp gitu yknw. Haha ! Yes, I do miss my phone so dearly.

Gosh, confirm berabok hp aku pt dlm bilik botak. Kcian you ):

Hey Brain, I hate you.

Toodles ~

bullcrap

2010-03-17T20:19:00.005+08:00

Hi blog.

I got nothing to blog about. There's only pictures.

Not in th mood to type lobglong. So bye.

G-Max 10

2010-03-16T14:31:00.006+08:00

EXTREME G-MAX BUNGY WAS AWESOME!

Since we went Extreme G-Max Bungy last year , we were

hoping for th same experience we had again this year.

But it ended up much more awesome & dizzy-er :D

Hell yeah, I enjoyed myself yesterday. & I bet they had a blast too right ?

Wont getting in detail here. 'Cause there are tons of stories to tell but too little time :D

Last year, I shouted my lungs out on the Reverse Bungy.

I promised myself not to over-react this year, cause it's embarrassing duh.

Hahaha ! Aree, Epy & Syai cant wait to see my expression.

But I wont let them laugh at me again :P MUAHAHA !

So yeah ,

I closed my eyes when they shoot us up. I didnt shout. Yeah !

But I open my eyes at th wrong timing . Nyawa tertarik siol ! Knnbcb !

My face was like O..O , believe me it was hilarious! Aree laughed her ass off

when she saw my face. HAHAHA, what a joke sia you Ira.

HAHAHAHA ! Ok shut up. The camera caught me in action. Aree witnessed.

I was th Joke of the day. Ohhhhh, HAHA !

Swing Bungy, ohhhhhh best. Somebody took a video of us.

Aree has tht video on her phone. & she already uploaded at Facebook !

Omg, clear sia I scream. HAHAHAHA ! Bahan kekek sia kau Ira.

Watch the video ok ! :D

There are tons of pictures in my Facebook.

So whoever are in my Friends list , TAKE A GOOD LOOK & BE JEALOUS :D

Hahaha , ok I'm done.

weeeuuuweeee

2010-03-14T19:33:00.005+08:00

Samseng 898 ; lu ape stare2 ! HAHAHA !

Evening blog .

I've spent my day w my lesbian partner , Haney .

Oh we had a blast today , right bby ? :D

HAHAHA

She arrived at my crib around 12pm. Had our lunch at KFC.

We walked to Tamp 1 , since Haney didnt believe what i've

said about "Oi, can walk to Tamp 1 frm my house. Not far!" .

Surprisingly , she was surprised . Hehe .

Window shop-ed , all kinds of shit. Then headed

back to my crib around 3pm. Otw back , we walk by

this particular block HDB dustbin. Suddenly we heard

"MEOW" inside tht dustbin. Opposite it was a black trash bag.

I thought it came frm th trash bag but COMMON SENSE LA -_-

I dared Haney to open th dustbin door, cause obviously there's

a cat & I cant bare to see tht cat meow-ing it's way in there ):

Terrified , duh . Frankly, i'm a big scary-cat of Cats. Yeah yeah, what a loser.

I dont dare to touch, get near or help th cat out there, seriously.

But then , something went into our mind. How come th cat can get inside?

It cant be where Bangladeshi workers were collecting th rubbish frm there

& th cat ran in & stay there right? Possible answer, somebody throw

tht poor cat frm their rubbish bin BY PURPOSE! What a cruel ass !

When I countdown fr Haney to 'open ceremony' th door,

at th exact "3" I shouted , somebody frm th 2nd, 3rd, 4th floor

throw a bucket of water , aiming at Haney . So obviously, somebody

threw tht cat frm thier house through th rubbish bin & dont wna

free th cat. What an ass, you human being ! Pfft ~ Oh & not to forget,

I laughed my butt off when Haney gets thrown by th water. HAHAHA!

Camwhored at home, movie-watching & Haney chalo homed.

Had an hilarious day w you, bby ! HAHAHAHAHAHA !

See you on Wednesday , we will be having a slumber party at my crib !

Wooooooo :D

Woooots ! Will be G-Max Bungy-ing tmr w my 3 clowns ,

Aree , Epy & Syai . So stay tune ! Tmr confirm a lot of pictures ~

Pictures :

what an ass.

2010-03-13T20:54:00.004+08:00

HELLO SATURDAY !

Well , I woke up late today. Body was aching , too tired.

The workshop/programme was suckish at th beginning.

So draggy , almost fell asleep -_- The Sec 1s were so enthusiastic.

Had free breakfast & lunch. Nice food , I like!

Oh & Huda , cheer up ! Chill , it will take time yknwyknw :P

Dismissed at 5.30pm . When it reaches to th end, it started to get fun.

Geeeeee , podah. Went home straight , bumped into ♥ & Syafiq.

They had their Floorball training, aww sad life. Hahahaha !

Since Botak at home, he conquered th TV .

So it's me & computer. Botak so sensitive ah , cannot meh I laugh loud2!

Tsk, tanda2 nk kat mampos tu. Hahahaha ! Because of Tot ah,

I laughed my ass off. Tot tot , tk berubah2 eh kau :P Hahahaha !

HAICKEL ! HAHAHAHHAAHAHA !

One & only candid picture, tkde lagik bacin pe muke ? :P

My dearest friend , you mean a lot to me too ok!

An awesome & sweet, oh soooo freaking funny dude :P

Caya sama lu ah ! HAHA ! You're tht someone who I

can trust w my probs & all shit too la assho :D

Hahahaha , OK I'M DONE.

Gosh, i'm missing everybody now.

Nights .